endwell - rise and fail: the lesser key of solomon lyrics

this sorrow somehow conforts me.
solace is found within defeat.
once a boy with dreams i held so high,
but those dreams will never see the light of day.
life takes away.
no answers.
no sympathy.
i’ve called on every f-cking deity
and none of them will answer me.
i try to question all my suffering
must be the price i pay for existing.
extinguish me.
give up on me.
life takes away.