erv dowd - from 29 to 30 lyrics
[verse]
i give myself a lot of pain but never felt it out
i need to treat my feelings like cards and gone and deal them out
it’s crazy how i’m feeling cause i thought i’d never lose but i lost
and now i’m paying twice the cost but twice the cost
and now i’m feeling twice the lost that i ever expected
but i learned my lesson and now it’s a blessing
but i’m still regretting caring and sharing how i felt with you
cause now i’m without and i feel like i lost out but i lucked out
cause it happened now then later but i want you now and later like the candy
i’m the man to be, feeling my minds insanity
hoping that my heart will become a friend of me never enemy
and i’ll never envy thee over a bullsh-t status and never get at it
cause i’ll always get above it now i’m ready for some loving
yeah i’m ready for the hatred to escape it it’s the matrix
and my mind is a main fix on my playlist you a main mix
learning if you want some main sh-t then get a main -ss
and now i’m realizing that my uncle really died and really not alive
how naïve could i be to not believe or give a f-ck, f-ck
i think i really f-cked up cause i wasn’t even caring
but wait i was caring for you
so me caring for you must have been me caring for two
cause you must have been my uncle and yourself at the same time
cause without that explanation my life is feeling like a land mine
but i got to take a step because i got to move forward
but if i do then i’ll blow up and the sight of you will make me throw up
but not throw up because i’m vomiting throw up because i’m serving
now my heart is steadily yearning and tables steadily turnin
perfect, i’m feeling like it wasn’t even worth it
like i paid all i had for something that’s priced at worthless
so much built up emotion for something that was just over quick
an older chick ironically to beautiful to notice it
i want her that’s a mother wit i was to easy to submit
the script can we please flip i want to see your body strip
you dumping me sh-t i’m thinking that’s an ego trip
i’m thinking i’m a blow up like botox if the needle hit
please switch your mind and killing it don’t speak of it
you can say abortion so much that the fetus will quit just think of it
and man i don’t even know what i’m saying
we fading but somehow i’m still staying
we’ve made it or at least that’s what i’m claiming
amazing you left me and i’m still here waiting, for your return
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