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esteban - cavern (black) lyrics

[intro]
sometimes i just really wanna cry
sometimes i really wanna f+cking die
and really i don’t know why
but i just wanna leave this life

[verse 1]
i don’t really get my purpose
love is too confusing and don’t have much time, so it’s not worth it
i go through the same f+cking cycle every single day
wanna pray or meditate
but
i don’t give a sh+t
please end it, cause i’m not really feeling it
and by it, i mean life tie the noose, or use a knife
a gun could be way more effective
could just buy it, and choose the way i go like an elective
but, what happens to family
my friends
today they see me, next day i’m f+cking dead
then i’m the one who filled them with dread
please get these dark thoughts out my head

[bridge]
and i’ll tell you to let me go
but please don’t
no matter how hard i try to escape
don’t leave me alone
don’t leave me alone
(don’t leave me alone)
[verse 2]
f+ck!

it’s hard it really f+cking is
i’m on the verge of snapping like a fragile twig
f+ck what do i decide
don’t wanna make people unhappy, but been contemplating suicide
stuck to my bed and don’t wanna leave
f+cking shoot myself in the head, but don’t want anyone to grief
happy on the outside, but got all these. sh+tty thoughts beneath my sleeve
f+ck it
slit my wrist
god, i’m such a f+cking whiney b+tch
good family, good friends, but i wanna be on the devils list
i’ve been stuck under this thick mist
for a long time
for a long time…

[outro]
for a long time
(how do i get out)
for a long time
(how do i get out)
for a long time
(how do i get out)
for a long time…

- esteban lyrics

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