ettrick shepherd - down lyrics
[hook]
i need someone in my life right now
cos i’ve been low and i’m still going down
i’m still going down
[verse 1]
laying in bed, can’t sleep, i’m sick of hating my life
i rarely have days that are bright, can’t wait ’til i die
what the f+ck has life come to? so many things i can’t undo
i like to think that i’ve changed but every day i prove that that’s untrue
or perhaps i have changed cos i’m sitting here with smitzy and smokes
passing round ciggies and dope + tryna get lit in the hope
that i can forget this pain for a night
forget how lonely i’ll feel when that uber is hitting the road
the days of drinking alone are
done but i’m not sober
whеn i’m alone i loaf on the sofa
think of the еdge i’m getting closer
wondering what will push me over
or i’m maybe already there and that’s why i’m writing this
that’s why i’m writing this + got no more good vibes to give
[hook]
i need someone in my life right now
cos i’ve been low and i’m still going down
i’m still going down
[verse 2]
one big song and i thought i was on for good
had to step back and take a longer look
cos my private life had me shock
next chapter? f+ck that, i’ll burn the book
i thought “this could not be true”
started living like motley crew
offered darts when i was 18
replied “that’s not for me dude”
it obviously is, i couldn’t possibly fit
in with all of my older friends if i was doing this sh+t
no way, finally got a gang of mates and i got that inbetweener life
but it came at the cost of change + something i never liked
a girl i had feelings for for two or three years ghosted me
then two weeks later a mate of mine turned into a ghost
someone who was close to me
and that cut deep then my best friend switched up
lost so many people i can’t even keep count
where can i flee now?
i want the old days back, used to complain about what i had
used want this sh+t instead, used to try to date around but i crashed
cuts on my arms + never tell, said i fell at mount barney
but they know i deflate when i get to thinking about ++++
and what she said at that house party + told me to f+ck off
so much hatred in my heart because of all the love lost
my adult life has supposedly begun
but i do things that i dumb, drink until i see the sun
put these toxins in my lungs, i’m not doing this for fun
you could say that i’m addicted cos it makes the pain numb
i just want that sensation when the pain is finally numb
i just want to get lifted when i feel i’m in a slump
i just need a drug to fix it and i’m always on the hunt
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