expy - i guess i'll never learn lyrics
[verse 1]
my mom asked if i’m depressed ’cause how i’ve spoken
but it p+ssed me off because she just noticed
i’m a sight to see, little to no fight in me
feel the loneliness grippin’ tight as i try to breathe
every thought that i have is f+ckin’ useless
every word that i speak is f+ckin’ stupid
know what i need to do, just can’t do it
need to get a job and get a hold of these mental bruises
slipped quick, my psyche just wasn’t strong enough
sick flip, i hit my head and they watched it bust
i got these dreams, but n0body respects ’em
might as well not have ’em, i’m a broken reflection
me and agony are one, i barely notice its presence
it was gnawing at my back at 4 when openin’ presents
it was on my should whisperin’ in school when i freaked
when i talked my mom into f+ckin’ lettin’ me leave
[chorus]
why do i get alone? i know what it does
why the f+ck you think i’m sittin’ here invoking a buzz?
i’m just thinkin’ to myself again, watchin’ it fall
watch myself limp, transition into a crawl
why do i get alone? i know what it does
why the f+ck you think i’m sittin’ here invoking a buzz?
i’m just thinkin’ to myself again, watchin’ it fall
watch myself limp, transition into a crawl
[verse 2]
i’m a f+ckin’ bear trap waitin’ to snap
anyone that’s in my t++th, i’ll tear their ankle in half
i’m a motherf+ckin’ scumbag, i fit the definition
if you saw how i lived, you’d have to seek religion
anxiety’s in my bed at night
like an old ghost, a friend that never dies
i forgot who i was, i forgot who i was
i been so focused on a way that i can cope
that i lost my f+ckin’ soul and i forgot who i was
i guess that’s why i’m cold
feelin’ like a meltdown, glitches in my code
simply dynamite waitin’ to explode
and they knew that it would happen
they just didn’t wanna see it unfold
guess i could see their thoughts
but believe me, if you saw mine, you’d be distraught
demons on my back, tryna get ’em off, but i–
[chorus]
why do i get alone? i know what it does
why the f+ck you think i’m sittin’ here invoking a buzz?
i’m just thinkin’ to myself again, watchin’ it fall
watch myself limp, transition into a crawl
why do i get alone? i know what it does
why the f+ck you think i’m sittin’ here invoking a buzz?
i’m just thinkin’ to myself again, watchin’ it fall
watch myself limp, transition into a crawl
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