farscythe - losing faith lyrics
it seems i’m losing faith…a split decision’s what i’ll
choose to make…the biggest difference are the bruises made
a mental prison i peruse the gate…steady trying to
boost the chains and break without a question for the new escape
instead i’m stepping in my shoes with aches, walked a couple
miles all all the while i am doomed to fate, there no de+
+nial when it’s final not a clue to chase, given no re+
+prisal for the trial how i move is strange + noticing i’m
not sleeping…the hours longer than a docs treatment
people say they care but through their actions they do not mean it
lifees a game and i am not cheating, feeling really
sick from all the days where i am not eating, medication
stacking up, hating how my hearts beating + palpations
frequent now + stressing when i’m calm, even if the day is
perfect still i’m feeling like it’s not decent, i’m leaving
options at the door cause i can not read them, i just want a
better life…never trusted words from all that dead advice
may have worked for others + as for me it’s like a heavy crime the
debt is high..never have a chance to get my credit right
thinking bout the moment where my death’ll strike accept t why to+
+morrow isnt promised but it’s best to try, really think i’m
bugging out im never using pesticide, numbers in my
phone but not a friend that i could next describe the pressure rise the
effort climbs and proves that i’m deserving what is verified but…
…on the other hand my honor is blighted…and it’s
certainly a fact that i am drawn from the light and…what’s the
purpose if the act isnt a cause for excitement i
often would try it responding like i’m not for the violence..and it
proves that i’m a confident guy and despite the fact that i’m
likely attacked for pushing through the horror inside it’s…not con+
+cerning when the loss is defined as what i would start in a
crisis…not for implying the stars are aligning but i’m
looking to the skies and to god up above and i
wanna curse the life that he had dropped in in the mud since a
younging i’ve been troubled as i walked through the sludge but he
promise that it’s not what it was i was made for greater
things and yet it seems that everything i do is worthless
working at a job that i am irked with…really it’s a
burden…pain has been delivered in a surplus
waiting on the day where i can turn up and say that i am
done with these + clocking out and flipping off the companies
till then everyday is filled with with plenty suffering
every single night when i am wondering if this is what i
have because of karma i will never be recovering…
come with me…follow as i show you the pain and the
mode of the strain ever potent as it flows trough my veins
hopes in a drain and it’s colder than the oceans and rain if you
know what i’m saying you’ll feel that i’m devoid of the shame homie i
wanna quit…grab the biggest bottle i can find getting
drunk with it…slipping in my sorrows i’m inclined isnt
nothing quick…drifting as i fall into a darker place…
….i don’t really wanna talk today….but tell me…
…what did i do to deserve this?
…if this there all there is to life, what’s the purpose?
…not many tears that i can cry and its all kosher…
…i pray that i can start over…but if i
can’t? then the choice is limited, i know the difference
either i employ the penmanship with poise and militance
or i can destroy what really is my voice of temperance
never did avoid what’s tempted this i chose to get a grip
lonely in this frozen wilderness the mode is temperate
souless in my scrolls and hidden scripts there’s no division its
open as the sole defense i grit my own resentment if i
float then i can surely get it with no dissension this is
all i have to offer…i’m calling to the father in a
last ditch effort as i’m begging for responses
mama told me he was always there and she had promised he would
pull me from the bottom if i trusted in the concept but
a mental prison i peruse the gate…steady trying to
boost the chains and break without a question for the new escape
a split decision’s what i’ll choose to make…either i de+
+ny the obvious just admit that i am losing faith…
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