father figure - maybe i'm upset, no, wait, definitely. lyrics

every part of my life up to this point
has been a disappointment to you
and i can barely handle it
so what’s the point of going on?
i think we’d all be much happier if i were dead

i don’t see the point in waiting around for the inevitable
there is no purpose, there is no reason to live
i need you to know that i’d change everything if i could
to be the person you always wanted me to be