fatmowf - huckleberry lyrics
[verse 1]
cause if i had the choice, i wouldn’t be here
i didn’t ask for this, i ain’t sign up for this
i’m fed up with this, and dialing 1+800+f+ck+this+sh+t
life is called a gift, but where’s the box? i’ve had enough of it
mom and dad, if you still have the receipt, you should refund the sh+t
cause lately i’ve been in the pits, i’ve gotten stuck in it
hard to get out of bed when every day i’m feeling sluggish, sh+t
razor blades inside the closet, i been cutting sh+t
white pillows, red sheets, my bedroom looks republican
i’m throwing a pity party, where the f+ck are all the guests?
aw f+ck it, i’m getting dressed, i really need the confidence
but, when i looked into the mirror, i took off the sh+t
then got back in the bed to go to sleep, i do it often, it’s
really not the healthiest escape, i do it anyways
i self+sabotage when i feel down, i simply waste away
taking prozac because it’s supposed to take the pain away
my parents checking in like, “i thought you were gonna skate today”
like “let’s go get some food, i know you haven’t ate today”
and i guess i’m hungry, but i don’t want to show my face today
i check my phone every hour, it’s always zero notifs
if i died today, i guarantee that n0body would notice
’cause no one really gives a f+ck, i’m all alone
it f+cking hurts to know my tombstone one day will be forever roseless
at least i helped them while they were at their lows
i gave them hugs, i made them laugh, or simply just picked the phone
whenever they needed to talk, or some advice or something more
they could guarantee i’d be there, all them n+ggas know i’m loyal
and if my n+ggas sneezed too hard, a bowl of soup is at their door
and i would be the one they talk to anytime their heart was broke
and i don’t really ask for much, man, i just hate being ignored
and i just hate the fact i ride or die for n+ggas that just don’t
because when i’m on the edge and try to reach out to my bros
they disappear, and i’m like, where the f+ck did everybody go?
what the f+ck?
[chorus]
i’m drowning
save me
i need somebody’s help
somebody help
cause i need
i need some help
and i said
somebody help
cause i need
i need some help
’cause i’m drowning
please save me
i need somebody’s help
somebody help
cause i need
i need some help
and i said
somebody help
cause i need
i need some help
[verse 2]
a lot of sh+t has changed for me, i’m growing up, i’m 21
but more than physically, it’s mentally, forgive my self+esteem
but what the f+ck is up with me?
noise complaint against my brain, like can you stop the ruckus please?
i don’t need friends, the voices in my head, they keep me company
they’re stuck to me
the parasitic thoughts have even found a way to every night f+ck up my dreams
they tell me that i’m ugly, and when they figure out that i am not who i pretend to be
then n0body will f+ck with me (they told me)
quit the lies, you’re not demotivated, you’re just lazy
and if people could read your mind, they’d know you’re f+cking crazy
and when you fail to get sh+t done, you blame your adhd
you’re just a waste of sp+ce, my parents probably f+cking hate me
dropped out of college, broke and couldn’t get a job
bank account was overdraft, stole some sandwiches from vons
told so many f+cking lies, hiding sh+t from dad and mom
you never told them that you+ ’cause you want them to call you son
you change yourself for validation, you’re f+cking pathetic
white kids at school called you a n+gga, you laughed and you let ’em
you thought you were fitting in, you thought you were making friends
my n+gga, you so ignorant, you really thought you meant something?
you’re such a f+cking idiot, they never invited you out
they never f+cking liked you, look around at how quiet it’s now
and now your emo ass use razor blades just to silence the sound
the girl you really like’s with other n+ggas that’s piping her out
while you just sit inside your room all day and f+cking m+st+rbate
you stopped taking your medicine ’cause you don’t like the aftertaste
you f+cking suck, the only thing you good at is procrastinate
so hop inside that sh+tty f+cking car and f+cking crash today
yeah, that’s the sh+t i think when i’m alone
and no one threw a rope to save me, so i found my own
it’s all in motion, i just stand on the conveyor belt
it’s not your fault, i promise, truth is i can only blame myself
[chorus]
i’m drowning
save me
i need somebody’s help
somebody help
cause i need
i need some help
and i said
somebody help
cause i need
i need some help
’cause i’m drowning
please save me
i need somebody’s help
somebody help
cause i need
i need some help
and i said
somebody help
cause i need
i need some help
i’m drowning
save me
i need somebody’s help
somebody help
cause i need
i need some help
and i said
somebody help
cause i need
i need some help
’cause i’m drowning
please save me
i need somebody’s help
somebody help
cause i need
i need some help
and i said
somebody help
cause i need
i need some help
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