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fil el - 2020 lyrics

[verse]

my life is a mess
and i have nothing left (yeah)
wasted my 20s
for a pointless quest (true)
near into my 30’s
with no proper wealth (30’s)
and pushing em’ away coz of my
mental health (uh)
sick in the mind
night after night
feeds me to find
a heartless spite (mhmm)
spreading cold shivers
of an eerie sight (sight)
the uncanny whispers
entreat me to clock out or turn off my lights
that’s when i try fend it off by being alone
i fear i might hurt someone when i’m in these zone
the uncontrollable emotion slowly wreaks
and at times trying everything to make it not exist
pain and regrets
that’s how it was drawn (drawn)
june 5, 2017, the day it was born
till to this day i’m fighting my demons
and no ones to be blame
i’m the reason for my failures
[hook]

the blades of life
rips my soul
and i blame myself
for it all

[verse 2]

melancholy (ahhh)
life’s foggy
waste face overdrinking by my house lobby (pshh)
movin on to the seaside
i be overthinking
till i’m petrified
bones or red rose
always been a root
of my dark complicated downfall (uh)
my dreams and hopes
turns into flames engulf with the daunting hatred fireball
pillows and blankets
it’s been hard for me
the struck of 12midnight feels like someone’s watching me
(watching me)
or some old memories be k!lling me
(k!llin me)
tears on mom’s face
what i become (what you become?)
i’ve turn into a lost cause in these reality
how it slashes me deep
to make me realize
(the deeper inside of me)
{hook]

(ohhh)
the blades of life
rips my soul
and i blame myself
for it all

[bridge]

(uh)
my soul (my soul)
rips and dies (dies)
(dies) (dies)
du du du du
mhmmmmm
(yeah)

[outro]

curse my element till i’m exhausted
dark temperament mind is distorted
heads convoluted my sense contorted
love turns to hate ill and black hearted
lively luminous in the arms of morpheus
fiery ill curse be the birth of my fears
my sunrise jaded till it dries
dreams and beliefs let it die to the side

- fil el lyrics

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