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flowz dilione - depressed confessions lyrics

[intro]
flowz
h-llz attics
depressed confessions
shoutouts to j-star
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[verse]
yo, was i born to live my life like this?
that is the question, the answer is a sliced wrist
i see the knives tip penetrate my skin
no forgiveness for my sins, i’m sinking quicker as i drink
drinking liqour as i think vivid pictures come to mind of my past
i should’ve never let that b-tch into my life
am i living just to die? my hearts commiting suicide
what i’ve witnessed with my eyes makes me wish that i was blind
i can’t take this reality is k!lling me inside f-ck i hate this
i numb the pain by sniffing all these lines you see i’ve always had these problems
ever since an early age, nothing seems to stop them i really need to learn to change
my bed’s an early grave and i can’t wake up
my heart doesn’t beat and you wonder why i hate love?
and why i take drugs, it’s because in my life every f-cking day sucks
try seeing sh-t through my eyes
i have an alcoholic father who is k!lling is himself
drowns his pain in a bottle that is k!lling his health
and my mum has hep-c she’s dying slowly
this is why i’m empty and the reason i get no sleep
i have two older brothers who are both schitzofrenic
too many bongs sent both of their minds into panic
my brother jesse once put a gun to my chest
so don’t tell me that marijuana doesn’t f-ck with your head
my sister once was in love with the meth
until she overdosed, and i pray that she never does it again
and what about my little brother? my best friend?
he looked to me for directions and i sent him into a dead end
i used to pack his cones, when he was 12, so i didn’t have to be alone and smoke by myself
now he’s schtizing as well, f-ck what have i done?
i’ve just added another chapter to this story of drugs
this story is f-cked
and i haven’t even finished, i’m just scratching the surface on emotions that are hidden
and i find it hard to write sometimes, i’m sick of saying the same
sh-t, when i try describe my life, it’s time i tried f-ck to be a better
person, i’m tired of lies, and hiding behind the curtains
i needa find the light of day, i know that it’s hard
but i have to find the way, f-ck it because if i don’t then the f-cking light will fade, and i’ll be trapped in this darkness inside this rage
my minds insane, i’m on the edge of insanity
and if i ever fell, would anybody remember me?
is this how i’m meant to be?
is this my chosen path?
cutting my veins open, with the pieces of my broken heart
i know it’s hard it wasn’t meant to be easy
like trying to figure out the answers to why did she leave me?
but f-ck it i’ve only got one more thing to say
life is a living h-ll but death won’t extinguish the flames

[outro]
f-ck it i”m out
f-ck you

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