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flowz dilione - depression lyrics

[intro: flowz dilione)
flowz
h+llz attics
depressed confessions
shoutouts to j+star
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[verse: flowz dilione)
yo, was i born to live my life like this?
that is the question, the answer is a sliced wrist
i see the knives tip penetrate my skin
no forgiveness for my sins, i’m sinking quicker as i drink
drinking liqour as i think vivid pictures come to mind of my past
i should’ve never let that b+tch into my life
am i living just to die? my hearts commiting suicide
what i’ve witnessed with my eyes makes me wish that i was blind
i can’t take this reality is k!lling me inside
f+ck i hate this
i numb the pain by sniffing all these lines
you see i’ve always had these problems
ever since an early age, nothing seems to stop them
i really need to learn to change
my bed’s an early grave and i can’t wake up
my heart doesn’t beat and you wonder why i hate love?
and why i take drugs, it’s because in my life every f+cking day sucks
try seeing sh+t through my eyes
i have an alcoholic father who is k!lling is himself
drowns his pain in a bottle that is k!lling his health
and my mum has hep+c she’s dying slowly
this is why i’m empty and the reason i get no sleep
i have two older brothers who are both schitzofrenic
too many bongs sent both of their minds into panic
my brother jesse once put a gun to my chest
so don’t tell me that marijuana doesn’t f+ck with your head
my sister once was in love with the meth
until she overdosed, and i pray that she never does it again
and what about my little brother my best friend
he looked to me for directions and i sent him into a dead end
i used to pack his cones, when he was 12
so i didn’t have to be alone and smoke by myself
now he’s schtizing as well, f+ck what have i done?
i’ve just added another chapter to this story of drugs
this story is f+cked and i haven’t even finished
i’m just scratching the surface on emotions that are hidden
and i find it hard to write sometimes, i’m sick of saying the same sh+t
when i try describe my life it’s time i tried f+ck to be a better person
i’m tired of lies, and hiding behind the curtains
i needa find the light of day, i know that it’s hard
but i have to find the way, f+ck it
because if i don’t then the f+cking light will fade
and i’ll be trapped in this darkness inside this rage
my minds insane, i’m on the edge of insanity
and if i ever fell, would anybody remember me?
is this how i’m meant to be?
is this my chosen path?
cutting my veins open, with the pieces of my broken heart
i know it’s hard it wasn’t meant to be easy
like trying to figure out the answers to why did she leave me?
but f+ck it i’ve only got one more thing to say
life is a living h+ll but death won’t extinguish the flames
[outro]
f+ck it i”m out
f+ck you

- flowz dilione lyrics

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