flucee - choose 2 die lyrics
[intro + flucee]
here i am again
i’m alone by myself in the dead of the night
i get a little more relief feeling the blade of this knife
i can’t escape these racing thoughts know matter how hard i try
so i guess that there’s a cost of only living to die and
suicide is really feeling like it’s more a revival
the mind can play some tricks but know that just a man wrote the bible
and who’s to say that at the end, we just don’t fade out entirely cause
[verse 1 + flucee]
lately i’vе been reminiscing ‘bout how i had lived my childhood
all thesе scars upon my heart as if the devil said to pile ‘em
what if life is just a game and truly nothing really matters
what if all these silly ways we cope with death is just irrational
and the god to which you pray has never been around us
lose somebody when they die, forever gone and stuck in blackness
what if one day we’ll wake up back as a child and this is practice?
for the real life that awaits after we die for a new chapter
i’ve been thinking that the bonds we build are fake and one day scattered
to the wind and only methods to prevent us feeling trapped
inside a never ending cycle, feeling sad or getting madder
mom and dad are only there to give you life but nothing after
[hook + flucee]
which is why i have decided i’m choosing to die now
i’ve been feeling low but tell ‘em all that i am fine now
i feel that i am numb and crazy, feel it in my mind
i am simply a lost cause just like us all, it’s time to find out
yeah, it’s already been decided i’m choosing to die now
i’ve been feeling low the truth is i’m so far from fine
i’ve been thinking since i’m numb that i am crazy in my mind and
i am simply a lost cause just like us all, i choose to die now
[verse 2 + flucee]
now for a minute let’s shed light on what life is about like lanterns
it’s supposed to be ‘bout loving, being happy, friends and family
truthly feel as if my presence is concerning at the gathering and
i wonder, is it something that is off about my balance?
my unrealistic standards despite the addicting challenge?
or the fact that i get high and they won’t ever see me landing?
see i’m talking a good game but the truth is i’m far from perfect
this hurt sometimes isn’t worth it, no difference, we all the same
we all want to live how we’re raised, even those that were raised in pain
ain’t a single thing i would change even though a lot got me raging
true love’s on another page and unfortunately i can’t make it
don’t even love my true self ‘cause i’m hollow, my blood i bathe in
[hook + flucee]
which is why i have decided i’m choosing to die now
i’ve been feeling low but tell ‘em all that i am fine now
i feel that i am numb and crazy, feel it in my mind
i am simply a lost cause just like us all, it’s time to find out
yeah, it’s already been decided i’m choosing to die now
i’ve been feeling low the truth is i’m so far from fine
i’ve been thinking since i’m numb that i am crazy in my mind and
i am simply a lost cause just like us all, i choose to die now
[outro + joseph “joey” carver]
yo, what up dylan?
it’s uncle joey man
uh, i’m just calling to holla’ at you
to say happy thanksgiving, bro
i miss you, i’m proud of you bro
i’m f+cking proud of everything you’re doing
i just, i wanna… i just…
i’m f+cking proud of you bro
i don’t even know what else to say
i love you man
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