frostyofficial - father forgive me lyrics
(instrumental)
[pre+verse]
(father forgive me for the things i do and the things i see)
[verse 1]
father forgive me for the things i’ve done
i just need a little rain in my sun
none of these people be playing, but i’m praying
that you know what your saying half the time
don’t know what you do on a motherf+cking daily
i just wanna get through this and love my family
i’m trapped in my room doing nothing but rapping
feeling the heat of the moment is so intensifying
i seem to have no reason to wake up now
half of my family’s gone and i took a f+cking vow
person after person i talk to about my life
i don’t feel accepted that’s why i have some strifе
blame everything on mе is the logical thing to do
when you have a problem just take it out on me
i’m in chains so what’s the point in being free
no one will be there for me when i become famous
[pre+verse]
(father forgive me, i know i did wrong, i know i’m doing unusual things at my age, but this is the only way for my message to get out there, and i hope you can forgive me)
[verse 2]
no one believes in me, and everything i make
my depression always saying to stop rap for my sake
my brain ache, everytime i wake, i always got to take
pills, but they just reduce not go away, they a fake
i never take my medicine cause what’s the f+cking point
i just stay in my room and hope i don’t sneeze
or do anything that makes me look like i’m at unease
i just hide in my bedroom and get down on both knees
why do i feel love in myself, but i ain’t no narcissist
i’ll resolve things in a bloodier way, but i’m a pacifist
i wanna f+cking believe in someone, but i’m an atheist
i wanna do something, but i’m a f+cking isolationist!
why are people f+cking forgiving me
why are you always f+cking helping me
why do you care so much about me
you would give me everything and i have nothing
[ending part]
(father forgive me, i know these words are true, and i sing them with horror and anxiety, but why do you pick me up, i want answers god i want answers!)
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