fts je$e g - why? lyrics
intro: yea this is my f-cking life my note to my baby i don’t want her to cry
verse:
i still wanna f-cking die even though my life has gone great
and i haven’t thought about suicide for days
but something is still missing it’s only that f-cking change
that makes me wanna drop these pills and put that knife away
i mean truth is i got a beautiful girl that i f-cking love
and withdrawals have calmed down i’m off of the drugs
but a piece is still missing and
i’m that’s what i’m tryna find
before death visits me and decides to take my life
i just wanna be near this cutie and hold her
because i know that sooner or later my life will be over
i don’t wanna tell her straight that i’m slowly dying
from these pills that f-cked me up and truth is i’m still tryin
to break that f-cking news to her
how much time do i have left
i don’t f-cking know and on that thought i will tread
i just want to make her my f-cking wife
and spend my time with her especially throughout the night
i was tearing up while writing this sh-t
’cause i don’t know if i’ll even have kids
because i can’t f-cking eat and i can’t f-cking sleep
and with these thoughts death is slowly creeping up on me
i know i have many people i love
and i know they feel the same that’s why writing this song
is tough
i know that they love me too much to let me go
but death is inevitable i thought we would all f-cking know
why they treat my life like a f-cking tv show
turn it on and enjoy the pain that i always show
i know that i might not be enough
to convince death to give me another shot
but this is my wish
the one thing i want
i just want to live long enough to get married
and have a daughter or a son
why did i ever decide to f-ck my life up this bad
was it just because i was only f-cking mad
at my parents because i thought they f-cked me up
but it was my wrong doing
they really didn’t speak to me
till i met this girl she’s the one that opened my eyes
she’s the only one that ever saved my life
and i love her for that, that’s the reason why
i’m shake everytime she wants to read my lines
’cause i don’t want her to break
that is just my thought but who knows
what could happen in life
those last couple of line may have not have
may rhymes but basically my message is when i die i’m
begging you not to cry
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