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fujisawa - this is it lyrics

[intro]
i said i don’t have a brain
but it turns out i do
and it won’t shut the f+ck up

[chorus]
it’s alright, it’s okay
i’m gonna make it anyway
gonna make it, can’t give up now
i’ma make it, how, dunno, i’ma do somehow

[verse]
so this is it, this is what i wished for, an ocean of bullsh+t
no more war over who gotta open the door
more over got a thousand of personalities
whether it’s bunny rabbit, lephi or fujisawa, who the f+ck am i anymo’? am i even funny?
i’m an animal, i’ve got everythin’ to brin’ to my coffin
a relationship, food n’ sh+t goin’ gloriously cool yet i think
this just isn’t how i seriously envisioned it
’cause sh+t’s fillin’ up pretty quick to the point of imprisonment
n’ it’s despicable, i’m sick of just getting pushed
it’s ridiculous, i look like a sweating wuss, a p+ssy who’s bein’ witty, bеggin’ shi fo’ pity
i’m sorry, i just thought the sh+t’d be differеnt
an ignorant, thought somethin’ woulda changed the minute that i got up n’ rearranged with it
sometimes i just feel like i hit the limit
quittin’ is all think, still i might n’ will
why do i put up this fight?, why do i still write n’ think i’m good?
sometimes it’s hard enough just dealin’ sh+t n’ with real life
ripped my sh+t apart, say f+ck the start n’ things seem to be looking decent
recently, but don’t jinx it, sh+t i stink n’ think i’m an hangover
’cause i keep drinkin’, don’t want it over but how the f+ck
am i supposed to keep myself composed
to not feel stuck when dealing with this sh+t
as my head spins n’ the world twirls, n’ the sh+t that makes me happy
turns out to make me feel more sh+t than i would feel without it bein’ a part of me
sometimes i wanna feel like a robot, ain’t got a heart to think n’ bein’ clean
of these things we call emotions, unless
i’m just makin’ a mess out of a small misunderstand
ing, ain’t understood sh+t firsthand, f+ck it
i’ll quit n’ throw this ring off the balcony, n’ my mic too, clothes n’ phone too
then my raps cr+ps n’ anything else i’ve got under the roof
n’ jump screamin’ like thunder, f+ck you n’ the whole wide world
word, this sh+t ain’t been enough to successfully keep me livin’
’cause it’s too much to bear, all of this sh+t has been recently eatin’ me
n’ i need to rap it, otherwise f+ck sleepin’ peacefully
i love my chick, i swear i do with everythin’ for her
’cause i f+ckin’ hate when she hurts, so hey
i’m still unsigned, i don’t know if i’ll keep lyin’
n’ tryin’ to live, would be funny if this’d be my suicide letter note
but sh+t wouldn’t feel complete, so i guess it’s out of my petite wishlist
n’ this lil rabbit foot don’t bring no good luck, so f+ck it
maybe i’m crazy n’ i need a new way to express it
i’m startin’ to doubt sh+t, i’m feelin’ lil skeptical who i f+ck ’round with, i’m sensible
i look like a bum, tho, my clothes ain’t about sh+t, always tryin’ to look good n’ sh+t, tryna salvage an outfit
n’ it’s cold, tryna travel this road, it feels so alone
plus i feel like i’m always stuck in this bein’ mean
n’ pointin’ my bigger finger at my evil twin mode
my defenses are so up, but one thing i don’t want is pity from no one
even if i beg for it, don’t give me it, dammit, lemme feel it
lemme feel the days i just wanna up and call it quits
lemme feel like i’m surrounded by a wall of bricks
stuck in a slump, can’t think of nothin’ n’ can’t jump
how the f+ck am i supposed to get over this hump after fallin’ n’ gettin’ up so much
i’m overwhelmed, f+ck, i’m stumped, but wait, here comes somethin’ dope ’bout hate, mhmm, nope
sh+t’s not good enough, could be tough but nah, scribble all with a whistle it out
rhymes too sloppy, flow’s too choppy, f+ck n’ throw the sh+t out
if only i could always spit instead tryna swallow it
n’ instead of starin’, at this wall n’ sh+t while i sit
can’t even call it sh+t by how bad it is, i feel like i’m stumbling
swear, i love you, bean, didn’t want you to know i was strugglin’
sometimes i feel like sh+t, ’cause i don’t have the words to rhyme it
n’ to express how i’m really feelin’ at that time
yeah, sometimes, sometimes, sometimes, sometimes
the f+ck am i gon’ rhyme sometimes with? aside i feel
like i gotta provide fide fo’ tonight else i’d alite from the seat of the livin’
any sh+t, if i gotta scream, till i have half a lung
n’ if i have half a chance, i’ll grab it ’cause i’m desperately in need
[chorus]
it’s alright, it’s okay
i’m gonna make it anyway
gonna make it, can’t give up now
i’ma make it, how, dunno, i’ma do somehow
it’s alright, it’s okay
i’m gonna make it anyway
gonna make it, can’t give up now
i’ma make it, how, dunno, i’ma do somehow

[outro]
i don’t wanna be like this anymore

- fujisawa lyrics

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