fukkfaace - sadman lyrics
[intro]
at night i’m a mad man, by day i’m a sad man
[verse 1: gristle]
it’s three am and i can’t take my hand off this knife
i’m scared and alone, and all i wanna do is die
my night was filled with horror, my day filled with pain
i’m really on the border of going fully insane
i’m in my car for my, my morning drive
i pull up next to a motherf+cker with that look in his eye
he sped up and cut me off
so i decided this piece of sh+t had to f+ckin’ die
i don’t know what happened
i snapped and so i followed him to his work, knocked him out
and my car, i threw him inside
brought him to my house and drew the same knife
i kissed it before cutting him open, side to side
covered in blood i freaked out, bagged up his insides
gotta grab the bleach, before the blood, it f+ckin’ dries
he smelled sweet like sugar, i can’t imagine the pain
it’s been done, i’m driven completely insane
n0body told me the rush when you take your first life
i’m gonna take a second, and it’ll be mine
i draw my final breath in, and i take this knife
let’s make this quick, i want my pain to die
[chorus]
at night i’m a mad man, by day i’m a sad man
by day i’m a sad man
at night i’m a mad man, by day i’m a sad man
by day i’m a sad man, by day i’m a sad man
[verse 2: xminusx]
i find myself again, in a scary situation
once again, i’ve done something that i truly wish i hadn’t
can’t wash the filth off, my sins burnt in my skin
i can’t escape my evil deeds
and my obsessions and compulsions too often lead me
i wish i had any sense of control, but i don’t think i do
at night in the dark my thoughts compel me
the guilt and misery linger, my days are full of pain
choke it down, bury it away and try to hide all my shame
as i lay in this bed, my body lies next to me
so cold, so still, saddest thing i’ve ever seen
i have the urge, and so i pushed her down the stairs, no goodbye
so fully unexpected there’s no way she could have seen it coming
as she laid at the bottom in a tangled mess of limbs choking for air
life slowly left her, tears running down her face, into her hair
she looked up at me, although she couldn’t speak
i knew all she wanted to know was “why? please tell me”
i wish i had an answer, but i don’t and i’m sorry for that
my regret was immediate and it remains constantly intact
and even though her body reminds me of the horrible things i’ve done
i still love her, so i’ll keep her next to me while i load this gun
put it up to my head and feel the weight in my hand
i can hear the rain outside, i can feel the aching deep inside
i’ll pull the trigger, end my reign of terror, let me die
[chorus]
at night i’m a mad man, by day i’m a sad man
by day i’m a sad man
at night i’m a mad man, by day i’m a sad man
by day i’m a sad man, by day i’m a sad man
at night i’m a mad man, by day i’m a sad man
by day i’m a sad man
at night i’m a mad man, by day i’m a sad man
by day i’m a sad man, by day i’m a sad man
by day i’m a sad man
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