fukkfaace - two of hearts lyrics
[intro]
when your heart is broken
the same instincts you normally rely on
will time and again lead you down the wrong path
you simply cannot trust what your mind is telling you
[chorus]
two of hearts
two of hearts
two of hearts
two of hearts
[verse 1: xminusx]
remember all the dirty looks?
the photographs your boyfriend took?
remember when you broke your foot
from jumping off the— f+ck it, i’ll spare you the rest
let’s just say i’m not okay
i’m really not o+f+cking+kay
i’m really not o+f+cking+kay
i’m really not
the highest rising moment of us was a blur
you cried “we’ve drowned,” as i thought we danced on the shore
i think you wish i wasn’t around anymore
yeah, i think you wish i died in a crash of some sort
[chorus]
two of hearts
two of hearts
two of hearts
two of hearts
[verse 2: xminusx]
and i can’t cope with the fact that we’re not on the same page
knowing you’ve moved on, but i’m back at the first stage
it’s been weeks, maybe months that i’ve been on my own
where did things go wrong, and why am i here all alone?
and i’m falling down a deep hole, emotions spiraling
my only escape from this might just be dying
but i don’t have the nerve, so i just curl up in a ball
and i lay here on the floor, staring at your picture on the wall
i’m aware my thoughts aren’t rational, so i don’t think that i’m going crazy
but i think you f+cking broke me, yeah i think this is defeat
i need to do something, i need help, i need to f+cking talk
but it’s kinda late, so i guess i’ll just go out for a walk
this took all my strength, just to walk out the front door
out into this dark world, when i feel so empty and sore
snow falls gently, and it blankets the ground
the air is cold, and it’s quiet, my footsteps are the only sound
[chorus]
two of hearts
two of hearts
two of hearts
two of hearts
[verse 3: xminusx, kristy]
i walk the streets shivering under the moon
between the buildings i see you there, you’re walking alone
our eyes meet, you look away, but i approach anyway
we need to talk, even though i don’t know what to say
i walk quickly behind you, keeping step and now i’m getting close
i touch your shoulder, but you pull away, you seem so confused
your eyes are filled with fear and rage, it’s like you want to run away
but you speak slowly and clearly, “stay the f+ck away from me.”
my eyes glaze over, i’m so depressed and distressed
i grab a broken bottle and use it to carve an x into your chest
one hand over your mouth, to keep you from screaming
broken glass, slice your neck, blood on the snow is gently steaming
now you’re motionless and silent, no one’s here to interfere
and i can finally get to the reason that we’re both really here
you broke my heart into pieces, my chest a hollowed out mess
but your heart seems fine, still beating for whoever comes along next
[chorus]
two of hearts
two of hearts
two of hearts
two of hearts
[verse 4: xminusx]
to rectify this injustice, i’ll return you the favor
you left my heart destroyed, so now it’s only fair that i take yours
as i carefully remove your shirt, now slashed, bloodied and shredded
i think back to when undressing you wasn’t something that i dreaded
i peel the skin back from your chest, the way it tears is unsettling
but it doesn’t seem to bother you, laying there, so nonthreatening
dig my fingers through muscles and tendons to reach bone
ribs and sternum are all that’s left between me and my goal
grab and pull with all my might, foot press down with all my spite
splintered shards fly through air, and fall like snow in red and white
i reach in with both hands, and gently grasp your heart
except it’s mine now, not yours, accept this truth that i impart
i hold my new heart against my chest, still warm, but it’s cooling fast
this is the most complete i’ve felt in weeks, i’m whole again at last
i lay down on the cold bl++dy ground and make a snow devil
you’d have to fall all the way to h+ll to get on my level
[chorus]
two of hearts
two of hearts
two of hearts
two of hearts
two of hearts
two of hearts
two of hearts
two of hearts
[outro]
why do so many of us flounder
when we’re trying to recover from heartbreak
why do the same coping mechanisms
that get us through all kinds of life challenges
fail us so miserably when our heart gets broken?
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