fumar - coveted dreams lyrics
[intro]
one day i was thinking
that i can avoid my fate
and i can outlast time
but it’s all sinking
stare into the void
and contemplate
is it past my time
one day i was thinking
that i can avoid my fate
and i can outlast time
but it’s all sinking
stare into the void
and contemplate
is it past my time
one day i was thinking
that i can avoid my fate
and i can outlast time
but it’s all sinking
stare into the void
and contemplate
is it past my time
one day i was thinking
that i can avoid my fate
and i can outlast time
but it’s all sinking
stare into the void
and contemplate
[verse 1]
living on time that’s borrowed
awaiting my death
gonna take away the sorrow
down to the depths gonna follow
never promised
wake up in thе morning tomorrow
difficult to swallow
it should have been easy
hollow inside
no dirеction to guide my life
my future uneasy
i let it decline
wanna go and see the afterlife
maybe it’s better up there
cause my personal h+ll
it’s already been here
so i cloud my judgement with a substance
until my psyche disappear
throwin my future up into the wind
it’s never gonna come back again
sit back and reflect then pretend
that i wanna keep on living
heaven better deliver me
bringing it to the end
[verse 2]
dreaming of death and i covet the dreams
of normalcy when i’m waking up to screams
subconsciously it’s gonna torture me
now i know i’ll never let myself fall asleep
i stumble around in a haze
been awake for days
mania running amok in my veins
everything is driving me f+cking insane
i feel like i’m missing a part of my brain
every couple days not feeling the same
one day i’m floating then the next day ashamed
watching it wax while i’m watching it wane
it comes and it goes like the sun and the rain
the days in my life are becoming my bane
gonna sacrifice my body lay slain
like stuck in a vice gotta take away the pain
my time is contrite too f+cking mundane
but i’m wasting away i gotta make a change
but change won’t let me explain
every time i go up and then down and up again
i’m getting pulled back
like i got my body bound up in a chain
giving free reign to the insanity
wept inside as i cried
contemplated would i
really want to die of suicide
who am i
i can’t decide
but i know that i don’t want to be alive
look me up into my eyes
no fire inside at least half of the time
in the past i would sigh
let it pass i’ll be fine
recognize that its all in my mind
but i can’t lie
i’m becoming terrified
cause the voice inside
is telling me it’s time to die
there’s no where to run
and there’s no where to hide
the enemy is me i’m thinking i might
eliminate ’em tonight
no place to be
nowhere to be safe
the problem is me
cause the hatred await
in the back of my eyes
color everything i see
death it gets closer
i want some relief
it needs to be over
i can’t keep on going
up and down i’m ready
deliver me peace
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