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gannon - 49 after (midnight city remix) lyrics

no matter what happens today, tomorrow…
you can start all over

supposed to be focused but scribbling lost verses
cause this whole dream has fallen and lost versus
my need to be liked; it can’t be my sole purpose
hope i look back and know that it’s all worth it
i want to be a leader, a type of role model
i want to be remembered, somebody you can follow
unrealistic dreams cast off into the shallows
drying in the sun till i want them back tomorrow but

[chorus]
i’ll be fine, i’ll be fine
it’s just another day feeling hypnotized
you might not know the struggle, might not know my pride
till you put these shades on and look through my eyes
i’ll be fine, i’ll be fine
it’s just another day feeling hypnotized
you might not know the struggle, might not know my pride
till you put these shades on and look through my eyes

i know i got something that’s keeping me from stressin
every single day falling deeper into depression
tryna make the most of every single second
but i know that i should stop… take in all of these lessons
i got flaws that i’m ready to acknowledge
i got dreams that i’m ready to accomplish
17 and should be worried about college
but i’m here in this room internalizing my conflicts
but i still know that it all happens for a reason
might not go to church but i got something to believe in
god gives me a pen, a method to fight these demons
god might be the only thing i’m really finding peace in
49 after the time that’s for the angels
49 p-ssions fighting like cain and abel
49 times i’ve seen that i’m unstable
but through 49 lives i promise to stay faithful

(interlude)

it’s been a long night spending it by myself
and i know this isn’t like me and i know i need some help
hop into my car and i’m feeling something else
ion’t know if i can manage the cards that i’ve been dealt
elevens on the clock and i look into the sky
asking him a questions;:will i really be alright?
something in my head that i really can’t describe
and then he responds and says it’s my time

it’s 49 after and i know i’ll be okay
it’s 49 after it’s a whole new day
it’s 49 after and i’m feeling sublime
it’s 49 after
it’s my time
it’s my time
it’s my time

(interlude – white noise)

[‘unt-tled doc-ment’ – hidden track]:
seeing futures where the future isn’t there
tryna climb metaphors but that slope ain’t for the fair
and i know it just ain’t logical; cause i’m fully aware
but everybody knows it’s bobby’s words that got me here
hearing lyrics and seeing visions and drawing my own conclusions
and jumping to new ones and building up my complex delusions
it’s these allusions and my seclusion that’s took me on this path
it’s a life that i never really imagined
it just don’t look like me and i’m wondering if i’ll fall astray
one year, five weeks, will i still be wrapped up in that 10 day?
shuffling all these mixtapes but never once hit the replay
the road of my life was always self-labeled as a one way
but what if one day my own music had a meaning
would they look back on these decisions as no longer redeeming?
asking rhetoricals and trying to find an answer
to be honest my anxiety eats me alive like it’s a cancer
letting it go on takes me where i simply just don’t want to be
i’m outside in the gr-ss questioning my own mortality
and calling others for advice like someone that’s not me
can remove my head out of this ice cold metal device
that’s squeezing on my consciousness like an unbreakable vice
will i be another that goes on an endless search for likes?
or will i be the one learning by taking in all of the sights?
traveling across the world and standing under all of the lights
ranting on for hours like d-mn keep it concise
i wonder what they’ll think and how they will envision
putting others’ admonishments before my own decisions
i don’t expect to start with perfect lyrical precision
and i don’t expect to find myself on music television
but if there’s one thing i can have its to defeat those superst-tions
that everything i see and every song i hear
has extraordinary significance that is heavenly sincere
never thought this music could’ve put me right here
took me to a place where i’m seeing all these new careers
and departing from the future that has always been unclear
but that future still appears where my life don’t make it far
there’s so much opposition and i wonder where we are
dropping back and launching bombs like they name is derek carr
but should i be concerned?
or is it all fake news?
scrolling through twitter today just brings upon the blues
cause i wish we could be happy and stop the violence that ensues
it’s a constant chase for views that are won with your amus-m-nt
but it really ends in both sides tears over their own entombment
one day i fear my age causing my military recruitment
cause i don’t want to die young, but i don’t want to k!ll
i just want to live happy
enjoy life for all of its thrill
i haven’t decided what path would make me ever feel fulfilled
but realizing how the world is ill makes me doubt i ever will
so i’m
seeing futures where the future isn’t there
tryna climb metaphors but that slope ain’t for the fair
and i know that just ain’t logical; cause i’m fully aware
but everybody knows it’s bobby’s words that got me here

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