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gaptoothed recluse - home/hollow tips lyrics

home:

verse 1:

everyone i loved started passing away
so i went and packed the passion away
and let compassion escape
ever since that first casket came
i became a castaway
i, i tried to reel it in, but i only cast away
there’s no tom hanks on the cast today
now i’m lacking the faith
to get through the passing of days
so pass me the j before i scatter my brains
see i’m battering grey, the tattered embrace
it lays within the shackles and chains
i’m within the shackles enchained
i battle restraints that keep the cattle contained
grab the saddle and i paddle away
from all these rattling snakes, i pray
they don’t rat me out to the jakes
they’ll tackle my fate, throw me back in the cage
see i need more than rap to escape all these shackles and chains

verse 2:

and i’m……

addicted to happiness i’ve been going through withdrawals
gotta get my mind right but enclosing are it’s walls
sweating bullets and my whole body’s shaking
smile through the pain they didn’t know i was faking
been goin on for years, i’ve been thinking bout your death
didn’t understand it til you took your last breaths
the cancer turned your lungs black then spread to your breast
hit me hard in the heart got that feeling in my chest
conceal it to my best, hoping that it will subside
they said it was a test, knowing that it was a lie
embrace it like the rest, the emotions i confined
built up like a vest, in the darkness i confide
it started getting better i had learned how to cope
until i woke up hearing we had lost chaloo yof
couple hours later man my pops hit the floor
i found the brush in his stroke, i found a love and some hope
i found a love and some hope

verse 3:

see…

i think about you often
i think about those cold blue bodies in a coffin
i think about that august
and how you had them tears flowing like a faucet, dawg
isn’t it ironic?
took years of lying to myself for me to finally be honest
probably shoulda fought it, the cloud of darkness
built up in my brain, pouring acid rain, driving me psychotic

verse 4:

now i…

i often off myself in dreams
i usually live forever in my nightmares
things ain’t always how they seem
and love don’t always fight fair
i tend to question what i’ve seen
used to viewing you as right there
the things that hurt me as a teen
make me not wanna live a life here
though we’re connected through the genes
it always felt a little tight there
now hope is ripping at the seams
tie the noose, believing that it might tear
wishing for a sign to show my life spared
heart racing, momma, i’m quite scared
but i step up, kick away the white chair
wondering how long can i remain in flight here
gasping for breath, dancing with death
the devil lead me through a two+step
her red lips wonderin if my skin had turned blue yet
never got a purple heart, my sacrifices were misconstrued yeah
they made me watch the life/drain from you
ain’t know what they was doing but i guess that’s what pain’ll do
8 years old, watched your body turned cold
water in their eyes and a kid with no soul
momma i just wanna go home, momma i just wanna go home (x4)

hollow tips:

verse:

i’m just a sh+ll of a man, offering advice, that’s a hollow tip
probably find me in a coffin by tonight, imma wallow in
my godd+mn sorrows like i’m swallowing my pride, cop a bottle and
wash away these tendencies, coddling my strife, watch me waddle in
puddles of the hennessy, pour it out for the ones that ain’t alive
know that they depend on me, soaring now, hope one day the sun it may arrive
i hold it high, my head up in the sky, even so i feel deprived
see it in my eyes, but behind them in my mind, i know i’m useless
i hold this truth and let it loose when in the booth just, just know i’m useless
everything i do is for the all of you and though i do feel used
i, i know i’m useless, why i put it in these songs and spit it ruthless
i know i’m useless, i ain’t ever had no worth and always knew this
i know i’m useless
i know i’m useless
i’ve got a sh+ll in my hand, offering my light, it’s a hollow tip
probably find me in a coffin by tonight, no more wallowin
my sorrows turn to solace, finding peace within the darkness
there’s no need for me to harness all this hatred when abolishing my life

i know i’m useless

- gaptoothed recluse lyrics

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