gavin blakely - therapy session 09/2023 lyrics
i don’t feel like spending the money on a therapist
so, here’s my therapy session, alright?
just gonna let all of my feelings out right now
okay, bet, listen
right now i ain’t got a home
but i’m going crazy anyway
so what do i do now?
i don’t know where you want me to go
sometimes i think about you, sh+t
and i bought a gun last week and i don’t know what to do with it
i thought i was gonna shoot myself but i decided against it
i think i’m gonna shoot the one created all my problems
i call that my mom, cause she is leaving my dad
she moved to hawaii with my little brothers
i ain’t gonna see them again for a while and it kinda f+cking sucks
i don’t know what else to f+cking say, i just want me to understand
sometimes i feel alone
i’m sittin’ in my car, i ain’t got no homе
why you trying to reason with me?
yeah
and my job won’t pay mе more hourly
they tell me sell more sh+t and see it in two months
i’m like “sh+t, i need some money right now. i can’t wait no two f+cking months”
uh, give me
give me more an hour
so i’m not feeling sour
i’m already tired cause i spent the last month alone at work with no employee
and i started one today, sh+t, i wonder how that’ll go
i wonder if they’ll stay
the last one walked out, no, i’m kidding
they just didn’t show up
why you tryna f+ck with me?
i can’t throw up gang signs anymore, i went straight
why you tryna look at me like i ain’t great
you look scared now that i shared all my demons
why you talking like i ain’t got no feelin’s
i don’t know why i even came to you in the first place
no i don’t, yeah
let me get in one of my cars, i’ll go race some dumb b+tch
in the middle of the road, cause i don’t give a f+ck
i think imma switch it up and go have some fun
wait, i don’t even know what fun is
sometimes i feel like i don’t even have a relationship with my girl
cause she can’t seem to message me on the phone
i only see her f+cking once a week
and i can’t even seem to do that no more
i’m goin’ crazy, i don’t know why i even live
i sometimes drink until i overdo it
yeah, i overdo it cause alcoholism runs in the family
but i can’t sleep sometimes unless i’m drunk
so what do i do? cause melatonin don’t do sh+t for me
i’m just tryna understand what i can do
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