a b c d e f g h i j k l m n o p q r s t u v w x y z 0 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 #

giovanzay - i'm sorry mama lyrics

[intro]
yea, yea
[verse]
i’m sorry mama
i’m sorry for all the drama i caused ya
i’m living tribulations that i have never thought of
in a state of constant sorrow feeling like my life is borrowed
but i can’t tell you that
i can’t put you through more than you can handle
i don’t wanna put dad thro more than he has to
i’ve been bashful, ignorant, i feel like such an -ssh0l-
but i love ya more than my heart can hold
i’m sorry
my whole life i have been living childish
so when dad got…. it’s like my mind retired
i’m sleeping on mornings and staying up all nighters
frightened of what will happen and what might have
i don’t talk to u a lot, and it’s not cuz i don’t want to
it’s just that i don’t understand how to, sh-t
i lived my whole life separating friends from family
so i can be what i can be, cuz i can count on my friends, but see
lately i realized something i never understood before …
my friends don’t give a f-ck about me
matter fact n0body gives a f-ck about me
except you, ur the only one asking about me
only one who’s constantly asking about me
even tho u doubted my rapping but i understand it
u just do it for my sake so that i don’t end up feeling madness
and goddammit
mama u might be right
this rap sh-t might not be mine
i might’ve been living a lie my whole life
i might’ve been wasting about half of my life
but u know i’m a creative
you know i got a lot on my mind
and a lot in my mind to make me succeed at life
but there’s a lot that you don’t know about me
i’m always hiding secrets, cuz i’m always doubtful
about almost all my surroundings are putting me down tho
yea i’ve
always had my emotions in disguise
always felt hate inside, always felt despised
but i never understood that u were the backbone to my life
i’m so sorry mama i distance you from mine
and you still gave me love like n0body else did
still understood between the lines how i felt sh-t
it’s like your heart detected when i felt helpless
and all that time i was being so f-cking selfish
i’m sorry mama, i really am
i’m working on myself as much as i can
and if i don’t make it soon i will quit rap
cuz i hate not being able to prove that i can
i hate not being able to make u happy
i despise that it took me so f-ckin long to realize
you’re the only one that cares about my life
only one that cares
and thanks for being the only one celebrating my birthday every year
i act like i don’t care about birthdays cuz all my friends did back then was just say it
but u celebrate that sh-t like it’s a holiday
and it really means a lot to me… i love you

- giovanzay lyrics

Random Lyrics

HOT LYRICS