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gliitch - arachnid lyrics

[verse 1]
why am i like this
and how do i fix that
why can’t i just talk to
people they don’t get that
i’m anxious they scare me
parties are so embarrassing
can’t say “hi how are you”
i’ll tense up and not breathe
i’m worthless can’t communicate
introvert with no sp+ce
little simz in my headphones
sometimes i might relate
i grab some punch
they takin’ shots
of 84
proof vodka
wanna join in be part of something
feel included i never was
ain’t peer pressure just me pressure
take a swig and start feeling better
confidence goes unmeasured
but not enough for the doubt festered
probably could if i wanted
to get up and go talk to him
he deep in conversing
with someone else can’t interrupt
that’s fine though
there’s a girl too and she fine though
i’m attracted to her
introduce myself i wish i could
not a guy or girl that could make me do it
attraction is a curse
don’t know nothin’ ‘bout how it works
usually i’m the type to let someone else make the move first
i feel like the spider in the corner of the room
all eight my eyes watching don’t understand how they move
i’m 20 i should know by now but i can’t get in the groove
2 decades on this f+ckin’ rock ain’t picked up what to do
now i stand in the corner
feel like a ghost they can’t see me
insisting that they’re glad i’m here
but i can’t respond i’m just freezing up
stare at everyone walkin’ by
probably glance and ask “who’s that guy”
why he here he’s just f+cked the vibe up
then forget take a sip of cider
i notice side eyes maybe i’m noticed
maybe they just don’t want to focus
on me not even a single moment
i’m paid no mind f+ck it’s all over
i should just go i’m hanging out alone
why am i here i belong at home
f+ck do i do been asking for the truth
when they start talkin’ to me why do i go mu+
[instrumental]

[verse 2]
are they listening
do they pay me mind
do i stay with them
when they close their eyes
do i make a difference
am i good for somethin’
do they say good riddance
when i leave the function
why did they invite me
i’ll just f+ck it up
i don’t think they like me
they just bite their tongues
keep up an illusion
try and hide their hatred
everything’s confusin’
have i just been crazened
by my rocky past
is it bleeding over
infecting present actions
parasite to host
therein lies the ghost
manifest in notes
talk about it o+
+nly inside of flows
pen the only one
that could know my strug’
everybody else
just give me a shrug
know that isn’t true
i’ve just been conditioned
by my past but ooh
i have an admission
i don’t really want to go into detail
i’ll just tiptoe around it hope you can
put the pieces together
she and i were a pair
birds of a feather
but somethin’ was lurking
i had no idea something messed up with her
somethin’ so big though it never occurred
a couple years later it took me to realize
what happened to me was a crime
and she got away with it
keeping me up at night
if i had known that when i said no
that it was definitive but her ego
was fragile she wanted it then she would get it
when i said “can we talk” she was always dismissive
guess that’s why my emotions are hidden
she’s gone but it still hurts no matter the distance
the impact remains even though we are finished
[instrumental outro]

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