glinda jameson - 47 lyrics
[verse 1]
it was christmas eve when he gave me a call
he found someone new, so he ended it all
he dumped me in a ditch, to be with his new doll
i was left frozen, couldn’t utter a word
i thought i was something, it’s too good to be true
i was used, he played me, i was a fool
[chorus]
back when i was forty seven
i thought i could not love again
when he left me in december
i was in pain, i still remember
the nights i’d cry myself to sleep
the times i’d hope i’d never wake up again
again
back when i was forty seven
he brought me h+ll when he promised heaven
i wished i wasn’t blinded by
the tattoos and his scheming smile
they say three months is momentary
but the impact lasts a lifetime
a lifetime
[verse 2]
am i meant to be an unloveable wh0re?
who goes through guys
like a calamitous storm
then left to be thrown away like debris
he made me feel like a rusted key
for an abandoned door to a lifeless field
every night i ask god
“is this what’s meant for me?”
[chorus]
then i turned forty eight
seven months passed, i’m still in pain
i don’t know why i felt this way
how did he leave such a pungent taste
i knew that i had to escape
it’s k!lling me, making my brain decay slowly
slowly
when i turned forty eight
i went to cody to find my aim
the birds in the trees and the fishes in the lake
the scene and spirits, it called my name
an anodyne, that’s when i made my move
from cali to wyoming
wyoming
[verse 3]
i was trapped in an underwater cave
for what felt like an eternity of age
i was ready to drown
surrender to the sea
but i saw a light
that set me free
each inhale, and each exhale
i swam with every force my frame could take
then i emerged, a beautiful scene
a sunrise that gave me liberty
[chorus]
now that i am forty nine
i’m glad i chose to live my life
at the ranch near the mountains i go on hikes
with the love that i call mine all mine
the years before have long gone by
it’s withered away, like the flowers he never gave
never gave
now that i am forty nine
i’m shining bright cuz i found my light
a knight in white that saved my life
from the beasts and monsters in my mind
i’m now everything, to someone i
call the one, i think i will be okay
be okay
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