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gone machado - from a star lyrics

(gone machado)

i ain’t the same old me
i’m in therapy
try to understand
+n+lyze the demon in disguise
lookin in the mirror
stare into my own eyes
tired i don’t wanna get mad
can’t lose control of myself
been a slave to the drugs since i’m twelve
screaming f+ck twelve
doin’ mad sh+t
never gave a f+ck
had to be tough to survive
this ain’t no way to stay alive
it’s like ptsd
how i treat people around me
can’t go on
need to be strong right now
take a bow to the high power
demons devour
my being need clarity
need reason
keep burnin’ these bridges
i’m callin em’ b+tches
tired of runnin’
from myself
can’t recognize my own face
need sp+ce from everyone
time for myself
i need some time for my health
(tdo)

i thought of you from a far away
i thought of you from a star

i wish i could just let it go
but something’s holdin’ me back
it’s like i’ve been here before
sometimes i feel like i was selected
by the lord to be more
but at times i feel like lesser than
although all my intentions be pure
still fightin’ off the demons
that been testin me
they try to get the best of me
i wish i had the recipe
to make em vanish
maybe if i talk to them in spanish
or if i turn my phone off i can manage
to forget my past and
patch it up with a bandage
but nothing is as easy as it seems
trying to move to bigger dreams
or trying to get up when i am facing defeat
and just get back on my feet
cause that’s what everybody’s trynna teach
but i admit that often times
i’m too weak
i’d have to die for me to catch up on sleep
but maybe that’s just what i f+ckin’ need
i’ll rest in peace when my time comes 4x

- gone machado lyrics

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