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gpmplayz - good people go through times too lyrics

verse 1 : [ gpmplayz ]
january 2020, i was still in the 8th grade
vision is still 20/20, you could say my life is great
speaking of vision, i can see straight
the goal is to finish with honors
but, clearly i missed out, that math
gave me nothing, but crisp doubt
and my report card was going south
it was hard, but i got through it now
fast forward to the month of the hearts
i never cared about love, ’cause to me it was hard
came off a relationship that dictated my career
and honestly, 2019 wasn’t my best year
i was still healing from the scars
given to me by my old friends
even these new ones, all the time we won’t spend
but, i had a solid group of bros
nеver went out of school to go catch hoes
always wеnt home, hit the books to make us grow
march 2020, i can feel something suspicious
there was a virus and they said that it was vicious
never really believed it until i see it
people wearing masks, and i did believe it
i did the same, i don’t wanna die of young age
got future kids to raise and a future full of praise
verse 2 : [ gpmplayz ]
june 2020, i released another record
hope it would change me and my career for the record
never could afford the best equipment
but, they said my sk!lls are enough, it’s efficient
met a couple friends made a couple enemies
made a few diss tracks, h0m+cide, felony
album was successful, i guess this is destiny
but, who knew that this would end in tragedy
while making some songs for my next joint
and writing some bars for my next point
my dad chased after my dog
notice i said “chased”, he went out to walk the dog
but, he was super out of control
and my dad lost control, he was lost
but, then he was found, their paths crossed
my dad went home, ran out of exhaust
laid down on the foam, his breath was just lost
my cousin was a studying nurse
she tried not to make it worse
but i guess it was a curse
’cause it was always reversed
after that screaming was all that i heard
i was upstairs studying my math like a nerd
an hour later, i went down, n0body said a word
she explained the situation, i was called by my mother
i wasn’t there for my father
they’re all there cousin and sisters
and it got me feeling like i was a bad brother
i couldn’t really process
what happened that night
screaming, shouting in my room
like i wanted to fight, i started questioning time
i started questioning life, it hit me hard like a knife
is this what i have deserved?
after years and years of serving in the church
but, i knew that god would bring us to the light
my vision wasn’t so bright, it was dark at the time
i just hit the lowest point of my adolescent life
a lot of doubts and anxiety just circled my mind
where’s the light? where’s the light?
listen, i couldn’t find, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
verse 3 : [ gpmplayz ]
is my dad ever gonna get more time?
will my dad ever wake up and see the light?
will he sleep through the night and wake up the next day?
will he give up on time and be dead on the next day?
these are questions that’s surrounding my brain
and some lessons that i could attain
but not right now, i am going through pain
life hit me so hard like an ongoing train
will my dad ever see his daughters turn to wives?
will my dad ever see his son shine bright?
will my dad see my mother one last time?
these are all the questions hovering in my mind
my mom was in the lobby, she just slept and lay
and the doctor went up to her
and they told her to pray
let me translate what he said
’cause i got something, it most likely means
that they couldn’t do anything
the medicine they gave only made him worse
he was gonna give up let the sun take him first
but then he remembered, all of my questions
his daughter is still young about to turn seven
my sister is eight, and i was just fifteen
will my dad ever see me turn sixteen?
will my dad ever see me turn seventeen?
will my dad ever see me turn eighteen?
verse 4 : [ gpmplayz ]
my grades went down, 70’s on the board
i lost all of my passion, my career was torn
i got roses on my hands, but, i’m bleeding ’cause of th+rns
never talked to my friends, i was trying to mourn
that was until i heard a knock on my door
my mom went in, and my dad was reborn
then he finally saw his own firstborn
my siblings went up, and hugged of course
my dad rested and he saw another day
and i thanked god because he made him stay
got that smile on my face, jump all over the place
this crisis is over, and i rested my case
my dad called me and the entire family
because obviously, he had something to say
he talked to my siblings, and it was great
when it was my turn, hee had something to say
he said “son, i prayed to god
that i’ll never be done, i wanna see you fly
and i wanna see you run
i wanna see you complete your school
because i have been there with you since preschool
i wanna see you thrive in your music
live with your music, get all of the invites
ignite with your music, i don’t wanna miss
every detail of your life, and yes
i still wanna see you marry your wife
so, i fought, and god helped me in the fight
he was there with me, day into the night
he blessed my soul, and my body too
i still got young kids, and god knew
so, he helped me too, just like he helped you
to just stay afloat, so i could see you”
life ain’t smooth, it ain’t all stillness
but, at least he lives to see me grow
he lives to be a witness

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