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grace abnormal - assimilation ii lyrics

part 1

[verse 1]
try to lift my feet from the mud
chasing passion but i never reach the door ‘fore it shut
i’m beyond stuck in a rut
it’s more a rot in a cell
chain myself to a wall
and wonder why i’m not well
sh+ll of my former self i used to draw a pic in eight minutes
and now the only things i make are mistakes and contradictions
convinced i’ll never be good enough don’t know why i still do this
i swear to god i’ll try anything except practice self+improvement
i have so much left to do and not a step has been taken
instead i’m rotting in this room watching the time that i’m wasting
tick by
wondering why i tried in the first place
scr+pe my mind for anything to write
and nothing’s better than on the first tape
i get praised by the people i rip off
and then they talk about their own sh+t like “man i’m washed”
lost in envy i’ve been drowning since 6/26
if you heard half the sh+t i thought i’m sure it’d make you sick
you’re all hoping for a future that will never exist
with every line i write the light is even further eclipsed
spiral staircase, another step down the abyss
barely even started and i already wanna quit
tried to write my tragedies to make the burden lift
but the only thing i learned is i ain’t been through sh+t
part 2

[interlude (logan alexander)]
i’ve done some hard things
but it seems like literally everyone else has done harder things
and, boy, do i love the results that hardship brings
but i hate the way it tugs on my heartstrings!

[verse 2]
tug on my heart strings till they burst
tear the vocal cords from my throat
every breath feels unearned
it’s up to me to get what i’m owed
throw myself in spirals
force the lips to smile
file won’t have an id
just debris in the river
in the coldest winter
don’t try to find the body
just let it rot
just let it rot
that’s all this house ever f+cking does
another canvas blank
another canvas blank
how do you draw a wound with no blood?
watched as i sank deeper into the mud
i felt the flood rip through my skull
i tried to get out while i could
but the knife was too f+cking dull

- grace abnormal lyrics

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