gray matter - chutes and ladders lyrics
just when i thought
that my truth erased confusion
that’s when i asked myself
what’s real and what’s illusion
i cant believe that when i close my eyes
all i want will come to me so
i’m gonna look inside myself
and see what i don’t want to see
i don’t know how things should be
i don’t know what you want from me
i can’t justify what you can’t see
cause you can’t see inside of me
and i don’t want ident-ty
all i want’s consistency
just when i thought
that my truth erased confusion
that’s when i asked myself
what’s real and what’s illusion
they said life’s a game
all full of chutes and ladders
then its not if i win
but how i play that matters right
i don’t know how this should be
i don’t know what you want from me
i can’t justify what you can’t see
cause you can’t see inside of me
and i don’t want ident-ty
all i want’s consistency
open my eyes for the first time
and make my own decisions
start feeling all i see
and feel emotion revision
and all above i just need some time
between me and my heart
between me and my mind
some time to get things straight
before i close my eyes and sead my fate
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