grewsum - down lyrics
[verse 1: grewsum]
it’s been hard to love myself while my brain isn’t working correctly
my emotions are f+cked up and broken, i know it, but still i just hold it against me
made a lot of questionable choices
the voices in my head annoy me, avoid ’em
i can’t really, can’t get away, can’t cope
and you don’t understand that i’m lacking the dopamine
fell face first into self+hatred and i can’t get myself back out
so i just mix opiates up with the copious amount of liquor until i pass out (until i pass out)
lay in bed until three p.m
saw no choice but to take that route
seems so hard just to get back up when
[chorus: grewsum]
all i know is down
stuck beneath the ground
tryna figure out how to gеt myself out of this
but all i know is down
if i don’t come around soon i’ll nevеr figure out how i’m gon’ love myself again
cause all i know is down, down, down, down
all i know is down, down, down, down
all i know is down
[verse 2: grewsum]
sometimes i just miss being young, back before addictions and rum
dumb kids that would run with ambitions and just have fun in the sun
we were living it up
now i wake up, take my prescriptions, light a cigarette up, get it into my lungs
go through the motions
p+ssed i’ve become someone that i hate and who lives like a bum
depression is something i never expected to wrestle with or that i’d wish to be dead
when i can’t get the negative thoughts in my head to quit nagging me constantly (got me on edge again)
i always thought i’d grow up to be better than who i am now
stuck in my bed again, stuck to the ground, f+ck it i’m out
all i know now is
[chorus: grewsum]
all i know is down
stuck beneath the ground
tryna figure out how to get myself out of this
but all i know is down
if i don’t come around soon i’ll never figure out how i’m gon’ love myself again
cause all i know is down, down, down, down
all i know is down, down, down, down
all i know is down
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