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grøund xrø - ihatedrugs lyrics

[verse i]
no point in holding back everyone knows that i’m unholy
i hear the demons calling they give me a final warning
my mind a prison can someone please tell me who’s the warden?
ain’t no escape from armageddon and that’s where i’m going
ain’t got a choker but i feel like i’ve been suffocating
i never get around my people said i’m too complacent
my momma crying she don’t what’s got me misbehaving
my suicide been on my mind serious contemplation
i got a headache but i never want to medicate
i’m losing grip of my reality i need a break
i need some money to polish and finish up the tape
i disappoint everybody i’m the honest mistake
for half a decade was dying and lying in the dust
the isolation was k!lling me i was going nuts
i’m looking for a wifey it ain’t all about the l-st
i’m really looking for a woman i know i can trust
i got the talent but i’m lacking any real connections
my pastor sat me down and ask me for honest confessions
i told him i don’t have a god to worship and he’s stressing
my family think i’m insane time for a new direction
they think the pills are gonna save me from my own depression
i’m not the fondest of this method and i surely reckon
ain’t here to talk about it, i don’t want to hear your lesson
i’m better off lying in h-ll don’t disturb me i’m resting
i am not okay, i am not okay
i’m getting sick and tired of feeling like a mistake
i am not okay, never was okay
i been causing problems just take a look at my name

[hook]
i hate drugs and i’m never gonna medicate
high above where you floating in your mental state
got no love for you junkies and affiliates
i will never medicate
i will never medicate
i hate drugs and i’m never gonna medicate
high above where you floating in your mental state
got no love for you junkies and affiliates
i will never medicate
i will never medicate

[verse ii]
they look concerned, but i just told them not to pay no mind
i’m rather standoffish and for that i apologize
got so much trauma looping daily deep inside my mind
my finger’s itching head a target need to grab a 9
if my life’s a living h-ll i wonder where’s the devil
i must be evil question is who’s on the lowest level
don’t open up because i hate it when they’re sentimental
they want to put me in a cage but i’ll break out the kennel
i had a shadow in my corner with a frozen glare
it tried to k!ll me but i shrug cause i don’t really care
my lungs are choking heart is racing from an evil mare
i should be screaming but i’m silent i just lie and stare
i think i’m broken cause i’m slowly falling down in pieces
don’t tell my mother i don’t want to hear a word of jesus
i think i’d rather have been still and silent as a fetus
hope is on the edge but i can’t find the farthest reaches
i’m sick of saying sorry how long have i been this way
dammit i don’t think i’m gonna live to see another day
someone put a bullet in my head to take away the pain
cause i ain’t had no one to love, but i’ve been feeling so much hate

[outro]
dammit now i’m putting the mask on
to h-ll for the black son
hate turning back on
i’m talking bout more brawn
heart never been strong
putting the cap on
i’m done with this d-mn song
yo, i’m done with this yes, i hate drugs
everybody wants to -ssume – like i’m sick of these d-mn stereotypes, man, you understand?
like, y’all ever just walk around in public and everyone just looks at you funny, because of the way that you look. like, there’s nothing wrong with the way i look. but they think there’s something wrong with me cause i’m black, cause i got dreads, cause i dye my hair or something. like, the way i dress…like i don’t bother anybody
i keep to my self; i’m a quiet person
if i do talk to you, i’m a pretty nice guy, but everybody wants to hate on me. like since i was a little kid everybody just wants to hate on me and i don’t understand why and i don’t frickin appreciate it
i’m done, i’m done. i really hate, i really hate it
i don’t like people, i don’t like any of you. i hate all of you
i’m sick of it. y’all done made fun of me for 12 years
y’all done put me down. people done stabbed me, thrown me out… i don’t understand what the problem is; i’ve never been wrong to anybody in my life, but y’all all hate on me
y’all always have. i never had any friends
i don’t have friends. i hate all of you
stay out of my life. i don’t want to deal with any of you
y’all don’t love me – that’s fake. don’t -ssume anything about me either cause you haven’t walked in my shoes
no, i don’t do drugs. no, i’m not a criminal
i don’t mess up peoples’ lives
in fact, i’m the one who fixes them, but y’all are ungrateful

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