guardin - shadow lyrics
[verse]
i see them looking at me
from right outside of my window
i see the monsters that creep
they lurk when i’m sparkin’ my indo
holdin’ the smoke ’till i choke
i won’t breathe ’till it exit my airways
copin’ by i’m hopin’ tomorrow is better
i dwell in the stairway
f-ck it, i just wanna drive
i love the feelin’ of feelin’ alive
do you ever contemplate suicide?
fallin’ asleep on his shoulder while i
cry in my pillow alone in my bed
smother the sound of the voice in my head
losin’ my voice so i speak with a pen
writin’ agendas so i can pay rent
this is my life
this is not sh-t you can cut with a knife
no tension here but the stress is as thick as the buds i’ve been breakin’ and smokin’all night
why do i write all about me?
why can’t you see all the things that i see?
am i alive, is my brain just pullin’ tricks on me?
get out alive or just live in a dream
sorry i suck
i’m full of sh-t, i do not give a f-ck
i got disorders and folders inside of me, tucked
undiagnosed but i know i am f-cked
up in my head
writin’ about it again and again
it’s gettin’ harder to write songs about flowers
when showers are cold & my phone’s always dead
[chorus]
i think that i am fine
when i’m alone in my
bed with my bong packed tight
my throat’s been sore all night
sip that water quick
before you might get sick
tacks and th-rns will pr-ck
my words will never stick
[outro]
my words will never stick
my words will never stick
my words will never stick
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