gustav guldbrandt lindstrøm - 4.30 am thoughts lyrics
[verse 1]
i’m tired of being on this ride
with this haunted thought
“would this be my last night or what dog”
i don’t what’s wrong or right
about being alive in this life
full of empty souls and mesmerizing lies
stuck in the past
relapse keeps coming and distracts
me from staying present
so i guess i haven’t changed then
scared of the future
insecure about what’s next in this pure
life that stays dirty to my brain and core
these lonely nights are making me insane
my inner critic talks keeps me and i
in pain
i don’t like being the onе changing lanes
i have definitеly hurt someone, i can’t deny my shame
guess i was just phrasing the invitation
i’m the type of person who’s turning one thought, into a whole investigation
[verse 2]
i’m only 20 years old
inside or outside i don’t know
just a kid with a dream to show
temper is switching between hot and cold
i hate to be the guy who’s always lonely
who am i if there’s no one to show me
why fear is destroying my sweet dreams trophy
instead i’m thinking 24/7 “what’s going on”
should i be knowing this kind of the song
am i stupid or just being wrong
i guess i’ll just carry on
with this verbally conflict storm
in my head all day long
[verse 3]
i don’t wanna be sick
the unknown gives me the ick
everybody is so strict
about telling the true story of their broken bricks
i wrapped mine in too tight with bad ethics
these four walls in 129 square feet
is the only place i can’t feel a single defeat
tryna find a solution to feel complete
i’ve never been high just like my heartbeats
the devil and angel is trying to compete
who’s controlling my body, blood and meat
i should be the leader of my own mind indeed
but fear is the only thing i meet
this sh+t makes no sense like abstract art sheets
tryna twist all my thoughts into a rhyme scheme
i start to write while my ego, is making a scene
of me crying, scream and bleed
my good wishes out, cuz i keep denying my needs
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