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harry heckler - suicidal thoughts pt. 2 lyrics

[intro:]
h-llo… yo…
yo nah.. don’t do it…
nah yo…
you got so much to live for..
you can’t just end it all now…

[verse: harry heckler]
i’m stuck! what? this is true
i’m done givin’ a f-ck, i’m gonna start givin’ two,
cuz’ now my mothers jobless
and now we ain’t gettin’ food,
i gotta change my mood and my f-ckin’ att-tude,
every time i go to open up the f-ckin’ fridge
i feel like leavin’ home and
jumpin’ off the f-ckin’ bridge,
times is not tough, that’s just
the att-tude of mine
i have to wake the f-ck up, cuz
i have some food to find
n-ggas’ think i’m livin’ cuz
i’m puttin’ on a front
i always have to work for every
single thing i want
it seems that everything just
doesn’t always go as planned
the day my father left me was when
i became a man
i never really thought that life would
really feel like death
and i don’t really wanna die cuz’
what would happen next?
wherever they think i stand i know
i have to stand farther
the day that i grew up was the death
of my grandfather
i learn a lot of things that
i wish i just knew before
sometimes ‘i feel like dying’ like
i am dwayne carter
happiness is fake to me i never
understood that
i feel like runnin’ far from where i
live and never look back
i feel like i’m alone and no one cares
to understand me
instead they walk all over me and always
try to brand me
but f-ck it ima grab the rifle, or pull
the knife through
and endin’ all this anger that i hold is
what i might do
i’m tired of the doubt i was raised to
see the end
it seems like i’m alone when all i really
need’s a friend
i wanna tell my family that i hope we’ll
meet again
i wish that they could understand i really
need a hand
i know my mother hates it, i used to be her
favorite,
and now i’m such a f-ck up, it’s hard to
just erase it
i wonder if i die, would tears come to her
face?
forgive me for my disrespect and all of my
mistakes
i wish that god could talk to me and tell
me what the deal is
cuz’ at this very moment i no longer know
what real is
the only thing i know is that the gun is on
the table
and as i’m tryna move from it i notice it’s
unstable
so what the f-ck i’m waitin’ for? these
voices in my head
are telling me that life would be much
better if i’m dead
i always wished that i would die in peace
when i’m in bed
but now i know it’s late because there’s
danger up ahead
you see
it’s sort of like what tony did to manny
in scarface
givin’ friends your trust is the reason
for your heartbreak
tell me what i did to end up in this
situation
i wish there was a better explanation
i used to tell myself that ima win it
but now i’ve reached my limit
and everything i started will be finished
i never would’ve phathomed knowing that my
life would crumble
i wonder if my afterlife would lead me to
a jungle
it’s crazy cuz’ i’m wilder than the average but
i’m humble
i notice that i’m powerful but unable to undo…

[hook:]
who the f-ck cares, ya ‘ont wanna hear me b-tchin’
as i grab the gun i start to notice that i’m
twitchin’
and then i start to run incase a n-gga try to catch
’em
i need to stop talkin’, it’s time for action

- harry heckler lyrics

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