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hawkpro - |final song| lyrics

well, i’m moving away from the music industry. and i know what your thinking if your reading this. “tyler, this isn’t a song, why is it titled (final song)??”. to answer your question, i know lol, but i still need to finally address my past and show why i am moving away from music and volleyball for now

at the beginning, i was born with a very rare type of skull displacement, and due to that i had to have brain surgery to fix it, and because of that, i can’t play contact sports. after that i was set up for adoption by my parents and adopted by my new parents. from then on, i went to school in ma and met the first love of my life, and she rejected me every time i told her how i fеlt, and i met the best friеnd a guy could ask for, ralph. but everything changed when my mom got a job offering in boston and we moved to another town. i left behind ralph, and the girl of my dreams. one day about 3 years later, i found out that ralph had died in a house fire. that was the first time in my life, i had finally found out what it felt like to be lonely

fast forward to about 6th grade and i met a girl who i really loved, and we talked a lot and we never got past that, but one day i told her that i liked her, and she told me, “i don’t like you, i never have, never will”. after that i was bullied constantly for about the next 4 years. i was lonely, and had n0body, and just wanted somebody to be there with me. at that point i finally found a sport where i could play at an advanced level in, which was volleyball. i immediately fell in love with volleyball and started practicing every day from then on, and i haven’t missed a day of practice for about 4 years now. but once i fell in love with volleyball i couldn’t stop playing it, and for once, i felt like the hole in my heart, which was missing and needed to be filled in, was finally full again

now we go to the in+school volleyball tournament, and i finally got a chance to show off my new sk!lls, and going in to the match to see which team played against the teachers, we were a heavy favorite to lose on the spot, but due to some insane dives by me, and some great serves by me, we won 27+25. next came the teachers, and we lost 25+22 against them, but for once, the teachers recognized my sk!ll and said i was the best one there

now we enter 8th grade, and i was in the volleyball tournament again, and this time, we were favorites to win the entire thing. we went into the first match with a 25+16 win, and i had 7 aces to end the game, and we went into our match against the teachers, and we were off to a great start winning 20+18 and thats where the ref completely started giving out free points to the teachers, and we lost 25+23. but for once, after that game, everybody in the crowd, was chanting my name, and for once, i felt loved again, not just happy, but loved

fast forward to 9th grade, and i have a crush on a girl, and i have a best friend, and we were really close, but he told me one thing, “tyler, i would never date “her”, don’t worry, i don’t like her like that” and guess what, two weeks later, they’re dating. it hurt, like a lot. anyways, now we get into the year and i’m being bullied a lot, and get into a fight outside of school, and win, but get a black eye, and all of that happened in front of the girl i liked, and she started ghosting me after that, which sucked. come homecoming, i asked a girl to it, and she rejected me a couple of days before, and everybody was making fun of me for it at homecoming

now we get into 10th grade, and this is the most painful grade yet. i start off the year with volleyball tryouts, i ace them, get on jv2, and meet my team, and at first they didn’t like me, but they warmed up to me pretty fast. fast forward to september 16th, which is the day we played an unexpected team, _ _ _ _ _ _ _ high school. at first, i walked into that gym with full confidence that we would win, and i even started warming up right away, but a couple of points into the first set, i see a girl on the other team who seems different, but i don’t know why at first, but anyways, we win the first set 25+22, and we go into the second set thinking we will win, and we do, winning it 25+23, and after the game, i went up and talked to some of their players and said, “hey, wanna be friends”

they ended up becoming my friends, and fast forward a couple of days after, where i was added into a gc with them, and at first we all got along well, but i really was anxious to talk to their #7. so i did what any logical guy would do, i asked her about her upcoming games. we ended up talking for a bit, a couple weeks later, i confessed that i liked her, and we played each other again on october 23rd, and i was nervous, but she got up and sat next to me, which at the time made me feel like she was the one who could fill in that hole in my heart. i ended up hugging her after the game because her friends forced us to, and we did end up losing to her team, but thats a different story. anyways we hung out a couple of weeks later at a “mall” type place, and i was being very awkward, but hey, i’ve never hung out with a girl before, especially not with someone as amazing as her, but i found out a couple days later that we just weren’t meant to be, but anyways i get where she was coming from, i did end up accidentially leaking her name while trying to do something nice for her, which was a dumb mistake on my part, but aside from that, we were from different towns, which honestly isn’t that bad, but i guess i’m just not right for her, but who knows, i think i’ll give up on dating, volleyball, music, and youtube, but if i do ever come back, just know that i still wish “her” the best, because she was the most amazing, beautiful, and best person i ever knew, (behind ralph, except she was more beautiful than him lol). i don’t know if she’ll ever see this, but if she does, i don’t want you pitying me, but i hope you understand where i was coming from in our talking stage

if i ever do come back to volleyball, i’m coming for ever town lol…

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