heembeezy - demon dreaming lyrics
[verse]
(yeah oh)
they don’t know ’bout half the sh+t i go through
past relationships, they all old news
when i was broke it made me wanna go catch the richest body
got everything all on my own, i ain’t need n0body
and i never feel, some type of sympathy towards somebody who ain’t never healed
and everyday i lose my appetite, i can’t touch a meal
you either gonna do minimum wage or do a hundred years
why the f+ck you n+ggas wanna be me
i’on even like myself, lately i been thinking ’bout suicide, i’m losing myself
i talked to god, he told me “you decide if you want the help”
know they don’t know the pain and trauma that a n+gga done felt
they’ll never understand me, you know how it feel to get sh+t talked by your own family
i chose the streets and i lost my chance on the grammy
ever since i almost lost my life i kept the glock in handy (oh)
a percocet will take the pain away
i’m seein’ demons in my dreams, it ain’t no heaven gates
i pour a four up in the soda just to medicate
i need medicate+, i need medication
i never forget the times they tried to paint me like i’m dumb
trust me, i’ma always know but i just never say nun’
i know i’ma get through it, i’m just tired of going through it
and my heart broken in pieces, it ain’t no point, it ain’t [?]
i ain’t got a soul to talk to, put my pain in all this music
why you spend money on guns, and ain’t never gonna shoot it
and my loyalty run deep, that’s why i go crazy when i feel like you playin’ with me
when i found out all that sh+t you did i swear i couldn’t believe
i was down bad on my knees, beggin’ you please not to leave
should’ve known when i had seen it first in all my f+cking dreams
i bet you they gone give a f+ck when i finally leave (yeah+oh)
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