helltown (ca) - god in this chili's lyrics
here i am making dinner at eleven pm again
spend my nights wide awake and my mornings sleeping in
how do i find the right words, cowardice has run it’s course
i said all my prayers but i can’t help but feel remorse
maybe god would answer if i showed penance and kneel
but i know he’s not out there it’s in the silence i feel
now there’s three men in the corner
all eyes are on me
“i feel god in this chili’s”
she’s saying on tv
hiding bags under my eyes
and a stash of fitting clothes
i just want to feel pretty
i want to feel less alone
my mother says she loves me
my father i don’t know
we haven’t spoken in months
i hope he’s well and lets it go
i’m painting my eyes
i’m running red over these lips
i haven’t felt like myself
until i shed this skin
like a snake in the garden…
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