helo - suicide lyrics
[verse 1]
she told me rap it up
cause she don’t want some new kids
ha i told her baby mama please don’t be foolish
but
she hit hard
on a real note
im not tryna be the young black father on the same boat
leaving his kid
like hunters be leaving the deer
im creepin in here to see if miki can hear
but deep into there
i know she can hear a faint tone
her name flashin in my phone with her ringtone
she made songs
hard sh-t and she ripped bongs
but prolong
she couldn’t handle things while alone
but along came a n-gga
he held it f-ckin down
then he f-cked her over so red rover came to town
by red i mean the blood
rover was the flask
it was sitting next to me with the handle looking tragic
but looky there the magic
love is always black
cause she left her baby boy asking for his mommy back
ugh
now i’m here lost, not worried bout fame or how much it will cost
i’m just worried bout my boss
or if he tryna fire me
im tryna get paid to show how far we’ve came from the slaves
[verse 2]
rich father
grew up with a broke mother
im happy to say that i can grin at my own brother
and he grins back
knowing his black brother just did that
my family is my backbone
so these haters can get back
i spit for people to listen
i try to grab attention
but attention is the obstacle to realize i am different
i’m different
i’m no wanna be tyler the creator
i’m henry the new kid soon to be the f-ckin savoir
[hook: 2x]
self inflicted wounds
leave them tombs
so lost and cold like a baby without a womb
but i try to stay real
cause suicide is a place i never wanna feel
[verse 3:]
my first expression is often your first impression
my futures question will teach me how to accommodate the lessons
but me in my adolescents
is destined just for the questions
like is this kid blessed or still waiting for blessing
doing all these drugs just to make yourself feel glad
i’m sure that death will be the best trip you’ve ever had
best trip i’ve ever had
was when i fed my nose oxy a couple lines did me good
then a couple shots of coffee
man i was gone like a sadamm
not saying the sh-t was bomb
but sh-t my head exploded
and spinning like cd roms
sh-t i never went to prom
could never have faith
could never be a man but man i’m feelign her taste
now she feel in
a villain who f-cks women thens gives em a reason to stay around
sh-t was i a man or a clown
was my man in the ground
buried to deep that i could hear its sounds
like boy grow up
or please just show up
instead of skipping out my mother
but love is love and ill only say i love you to my brothers
and my tree
my family is everything that i see
i’m bought to blow up just give it time believe me
[closing:]
is life hectic, or are the people in it neglected
and if the people feel like they’re alone, then they are part of the infection
it’s a disease called depression, where people don’t have feelings within there selves
but the feeling of being alone make them want to k!ll there selves
is the savior gonna save you
save your money or feed your kids
suicide deprives the people alive but the difference is
that finger before the trigger is pulled had a lot of thought put into it
but maybe if you’d been there to help you would you have stopped and helped or reprimanded it
or maybe you recommended it
yeah, d-mn i probably did
realizing words are meant to uplift and not the reverse how they feel it did
you ever put yourself in that place to know where they came from
then your the infection that caused suicide, but don’t worry i’m the same one
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