hkfiftyone - bpd pt 2 lyrics
[verse 1]
hate to choose between my sanity, or always being lonely
but both still make me crazy and they’ll both just k!ll me slowly
so what am i to do, just live my life all by myself?
or should i end it quick, but i don’t want to go to h+ll
[verse 2]
so maybe i’ll just hide away and stay inside my box
won’t let anyone inside and i won’t hear it if you knock
if you somehow make it in, i’ll just guide you back outside
then i’ll thank you for the visit, i don’t need you, said i’m fine (then i cry)
[chorus]
i know that’s no excuse, i’m just so tired at this point
’cause nothing ever helps, like i won’t even hit a joint
my younger self would hate mе, i don’t mean to disappoint
but nothing really changed, it’s been thе same since i was a boy
[verse 3]
i hate the way i work, it always feels like something’s broken
“i wish that i was normal”, swear that sh+t could be my slogan
i wish they understood i try my best, i just feel frozen
i swear it just gets hard now when so much of me has been stolen
[verse 4]
i think i told my ex that i was fixed, “it went away.”
but the truth is that i feel it still, the emptiness and pain
swear it’s probably been a year now, said it on this very day
i just hope i make it out alive, but i can only pray
[chorus]
i know that’s no excuse, i’m just so tired at this point
’cause nothing ever helps, like i won’t even hit a joint
my younger self would hate me, i don’t mean to disappoint
but nothing really changed, it’s been the same since i was a boy
[outro]
it’s probably going to k!ll me
probably going to k!ll me
probably going to k!ll me, yeah
it’s probably going to k!ll me
probably going to k!ll me
probably going to k!ll me, yeah
it’s probably going to k!ll me
probably going to k!ll me
probably going to k!ll me, yeah
it’s probably going to k!ll me
probably going to k!ll me
probably going to k!ll me, yeah
yeah, it’s probably going to k!ll me
probably going to k!ll me
probably going to k!ll me, yeah
it’s probably going to k!ll me
probably going to k!ll me
probably going to k!ll me, yeah
yeah
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