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hollohan - too many second chances lyrics

look!! the gladiator. survive a fight in the colliseum
f+ck in a roman orgy end up dying from gonnoreah
wanna deny it. but honestly they’re so right
hard work trumps talent, and thats been haunting me my whole life!
so what are my options? stay high constant or try stoppin eyes poppin right out of my f+ckin dry sockets
diabolic, giant toxic violent putrid walkin talkin human science project
nothing you can do to try to stop it..
so high im beside a rocket inside of the pilots c+ckpit masked
unidentified flying object
injecting unprescribed dilaudids til i finally vomit
i can’t even turn my f+cking mind off when i lie unconsicence
wanna ride with bosses find ya squad inside of boxes
i ain’t scared of dying when i got that suicidal conscience
it rots in my brain stem. pull b+tches like cavemen
fistin sl+ts since grade ten, d+cky sucked in my playpen yo
and i never had my innocence as well
smeared her blood on me when i lost my virgintiy at 12
i’m sitting in this cell staring at a window into h+ll
weird noises. hear voices that don’t listen to myself look
i just took a hit of ex and i ain’t finish breakfast
i’m getting into crystal meth and skipped my intervention
yo, been a skitzophrenic from reality i’m disconnected
in a second im switching into a different living legend huh
you heard i’m clean. thats a misconception
coke i sniff is endless like the women that i disrespected
the life i’m living like hugs and kisses in an instant message
blow been through a ton of 0’s left behind 50 exes
yo it’s hollohan..

the last year of my life i’m blacked out drunk or i’m sleeping
so i don’t know the difference of memories or if i’m dreaming
carpe noctem all diem. meaning i seize it from friday morning
right up until the cusp of sunday evening
my mind is racing, wait for nothing but i’m impatient
isolate myself in my room for months like im hibernating
its a positive switch, now its time to change this
cuz more time just passes as i dwell on all the time i’ve wasted
physically weak, from all the coke and smoking meth
i lie to myself about it, i don’t know my own strength
how many times i’ve rock bottomed how could i just forget
date junkies and strippers cuz i think its as good as i can get!! look!!!
even if i do get successful with all my millions
depression still got get the best of me like robin williams
man its hard to be a junky and a body builder
drain the toxic fillers of oxy neos through the coffee filter
gone, lost bewildered, popping pills as a conscience k!ller
a normal life for a guy like me it is not familiar
swore to my mom i wouldn’t always be crooked
you won’t find yourself in the bottom of bottles but i keep looking
mad scientist. sit and watch me do this line i sniff
i’ll tell you about the other million drugs that i”m still trying to quit
self betterment. applying focus for my dreams to come
but if i woke up as a scumbag… i’ll probably go to sleep as one
never happy. i thought everyone felt broken
life sentence of depression, deep breath as the cells closing
heaven and bells tolling/ devil in h+lls chosen
respected and well spoken,switch to depressing and self loathing. i’m f+cked!
social b+tterfly to never go outside loner
i need to figure my sh+t out soon before my times over
life been saved, second chance i took the iboga
so i’ma live forever i’m a never die…..sober
i’m trying to find my closure with being bi polar
and live with the burdens i deserve to carry on my shoulders
i’m getting back to rap. i need to just create now
cause if i don’t i know that i’ma blow my f+cking brains out
yo it’s hollohan!!!

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