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home at last - places i go to be alone lyrics

i hate that because im so young my problems are viewed as so little
just because i don’t have a 9-5 job doesn’t mean i can be stressed, depressed or even just sad
every tear i’ve shed, every panic attack that i thought could result in death made me feel as minimal as my age
because i lost my way for a while and i became too tired to pretend that i’m not still battling this sadness while being uncertain as to when it will end
but every cloud i’ve seen has had a grey lining and today like every other day it’s raining outside but at least i brought an umbrella
but everyday is a new start and every day is another chance and everyday i’m getting closer to moving the mountains in my path

the trivialisation of my ached transpired into countless unhealthy coping mechanisms that i relied on to ease the pain
growing taller everyday but simultaneously sinking further into a depression that would take over my heart, mind and soul and allow me to complacently waste away
one that left me despairing for change but my body incapable of perceiving the world in any other way
but everyday is a new start and every day is another chance and everyday i’m getting closer to moving the mountains in my path

you’d think that after eighteen years of living and four years of speech therapy i would finally be able to contribute to a conversation comfortably
forever lost in my words and lost in my thoughts, unable to express myself to people that are standing right in front of me
the imbalance between my brain’s intentions and the actions i can perform often leave my head a mess but maybe listening to myself speak right now i’ll finally be able to progress
but everyday is a new start and every day is another chance and everyday i’m getting closer to moving the mountains in my path

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