honeyrose - as if i care lyrics
[verse one]
takes an hour or 3 to fall asleep at night
mad because i can’t watch the show i like
but i know that nothing’s ever fair
as if i care
[verse two]
always everyone’s last pick
this stuff just makes me sick
but i know that some people just don’t see me there
as if i care
[chorus]
it’s pretty tiring being this age
this limbo between being a kid and the next stage
i don’t wanna be older but i don’t wanna go back
this brain is weird i can’t decide
if i wanna live or die
decision making and stability’s something i lack
so i just grin and bear
as if i care
[verse three]
my life’s the same most еvery day
mainly ‘cause school’s in the way
i’d rathеr rollerblade and draw than be here
i act as if i care
[verse three]
i’m tired basically all the time
but i tell my friends that i’m just fine
but i know they know that my stability’s just not there
but i don’t care
[chorus]
it’s pretty tiring being in this state
this limbo between a meltdown and being okay
this brain is weird, i can’t decide
if being here is worth the time
undoing the past is a power that isn’t mine
so i just stay here
and pretend to care
[bridge]
trying to sleep ‘til a normal time
just so people think i’m fine
bottling up my anxiety
just so people believe me
when i tell them to not worry
about me
but they still care
[outro]
why do they care?
i don’t deserve their kindness
it makes me think it’s only pity of my
miserable state and my messed up mind
and convincing them that i’m just fine
but they care
why do they care
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