hopsin - marcus' gospel lyrics
[verse 1: hopsin]
i done lost myself again
i done lost myself in sin
i’ve been burned by selfish men
i’ve been died but held it in
i do not want h-ll to win
life’s cold, i done felt the wind
could it be any clearer?
when i look in the mirror
i just see a jack-ss with a tail to pin
me and my family ain’t close
so i got some fame and went ghost
i am not paintin’ a hoax
you can hear the pain in my flows
they say that life has it’s ups and downs
but why do i stay in the lows?
i don’t like marcus, i don’t like hopsin
i am ashamed of them both
you see, all that i have is my money
i had no idea that this was coming
i fell into the stereotype of a rapper
i’m how they package a dummy
this is my reality i embrace
i look back and i can see my mistakes
i just wish that i could rewind the days
i honestly don’t want to be out of place
i guess we gotta face
all these issues like this as a human sometimes
yes, i am losin’ my mind
if you ever come to that conclusion, it’s fine
don’t ignore all of the proof and the signs
i made my bed, i’ma lay in it
the thought is as soothin’ as wine
now all need is a suit and a tie, i tried
[chorus: michael speaks]
in my lowest times
i have failed to see
sunny days are waiting
i’m in need of some company
god, please help this pain
’cause i don’t wanna ever see
this lonely road again
(this lonely road again)
[verse 2: hopsin]
take it away, i want the peace, i want the happiness
i took a blindfolded shot, it was accurate
but in my heart i know i never asked for this
see, this life i’m in, it seem miraculous
who knew i’d break a few bones when i tackled it?
it’s been years and i still can’t adapt to it
i cannot predict what my next chapter is
there’s a he-rs- speedin’ fast in the ashes and
i feel like i lay flat in the back of it
there’s no love in my eyes, so look up in the sky
bring me back like you did lazarus
i can hear the devil whispering, “come play!”
injecting me softly with numb pain
my fingers are covered in blood stains
it’s torturing i see in my son’s aid
but one day, that will all change
when the fog strays, it’s a lost page
that had blown away into the hallways
in the land where the wild dogs play
when you’re confined into a small sp-ce
you will know that that’s enough to cause rage
i’ma kick until the f-ckin’ walls break
i don’t know what made me walk straight
into this fire, my soul is burnin’ quick
i’ve been told this isn’t permanent
growin’ up, my father made a lot of mistakes
i do not know why i didn’t learn from his
can you direct me to where the furnace is?
i need to do away with pain that’s lurkin’ and
maybe figure out what my new purpose is
all these bad vibes are so discouragin’
[chorus: michael speaks]
in my lowest times
i have failed to see
sunny days are waiting
i’m in need of some company
god, please help this pain
’cause i don’t wanna ever see
this lonely road again
(this lonely road again)
in my lowest times
i have failed to see
sunny days are waiting
i’m in need of some company
god, please help this pain
’cause i don’t wanna ever see
this lonely road again
(this lonely road again)
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