horid the messiah - me vs me lyrics
[intro]
huh, easy
right, haha
yeah, it’s about the time innit, huh
‘ight easy let’s go, haha
look +
[verse]
another year being one the hardest
one of the youngest to ever to do it
i’m working regardless
full fledged in it, this the life that i chose as an artist
gotta be brutally honest, game ain’t what it seems
as i observe i’m becoming too heartless
can’t even smile for the cam
i’m just steady doing what i got to, it’s part of the plan
who would really thought that i’ll be great and so hot on demand
i had just wanted some fans
now i got supporters who gon’ ride till i’m deep in the sand
that’s right
i struggle sleeping
it’s crazy what i’m relieving
my mental is at war through these verses i yearn for healing
the thoughts of suicide on a daily, that sh+t demeaning
i won’t take that route ’cause either way my little sister need me
it really cuts deep, not as deep as the cut bleeding
’cause sh+t ain’t gon’ be nice when a n+gga gon’ start speaking
when you heading to the top all of sudden they start creeping
and the hunnies from the gram wanna see you like every weekend
had a n+gga check me out, for the ice on my neck
i know he did that for the clout, so he could pop on the net
dragging my name into the dirt, man what the f+ck i expect?
he tryna eat but then i got a f+cken brand to protect
i never said i rocked diamonds
man this jewellery free
even your favourites in this game rock the same sh+t as me
but if you thinking i’m on ya, the stones a cubic zirconia
this sh+t ain’t fake, then how the f+ck it rain on me like pneumonia
so f+ck the opps and the critics
and ’em n+ggas who ain’t did it
won’t say sh+t to my face, but then in private they be dissin’
and what i’m ’bout to say gon’ make me sound like i’m a menace
somebody tell spayce, i had no room for ass kissing
but it’s all love and no hate
that n+gga did a lot for me
did a lot for others too, at times he was a proper g
at times i wish he could address some sh+t to me like properly
but i’m too hard headed, no wonder why he unfollowed me
but i’mma keep on going, just like time there ain’t no stopping me
the same n+ggas that claim i stole their style been tryna copy me
knew i been a prodigy
if i’m speaking honestly, i’m glad my mom and dad love what i do
i know they proud of me
but, sometimes i wonder if i’ll ever make it
it takes a lot to be a lot when they don’t know that you be bound for greatness
either way i’m dedicated
spend a couple of nights, tossing and turning thinkin’ bout it on a regular basis
sooner or later, i’m prolly finna get me what’s mine
even on my darkest days, i know that i’m destined to shine
heart full of gold, give a piece of it to the plaques
stuck in my train of thoughts but i’m still staying on track
from a n0body to somebody they tryna invest in
now tell me would it really happen if i wasn’t invested
girls would really f+ck me over
back then i would’ve chest it
but nowadays shawty’s really wanna lay with where my chest is
chase done told me don’t react in the energies they endorsing
it just made me realise my reaction cost up a fortune
that critics and haters can’t afford it
at least they pay attention
talk alotta sh+t and you just get left in requested
sometimes i wish i never met my idols
energies different in person
i swear to god that meeting them was idle
knock ’em off the pedestal, guessing i’m jacking the title
one thing about this game, is we all fight for survival
we be stuck up in this game where you have fit in to stand out
had a pot of luck but i’m greatful it really panned out
closer to the dreams and i know this without a doubt
can’t afford to lose my parents, i’m tryna get ’em a house
people want a piece of me, but then never some peace for me
always write what’s from the heart like i’m eric or eazy e
back then they let me hit if i bought ’em
some mickey dee’s
now your favourite ig baddies be begging to please a g, haha
another kid inspired, from the words i say
i guess i serve a bigger purpose, while i’m gettin paid
another goal reached, another milestone
so thank your favourite rapper for warming up my throne
[outro]
haha, easy
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