huey mack - adderall thoughts pt. 2 lyrics
[intro:]
these are all my adderall thoughts
these are all my adderall thoughts
[verse 1:]
afraid to write this sh-t for a second time
cause there’s a whole lot of sh-t going on in my mind
nowadays i feel like i’m so close
last year flopped
i went pop, okay, i know
had to go and get that out of my chest
it’s okay, it’s in the past now
i made mistakes but i’m cool with saying i’m out loud
i’m tired of fronting like i’m perfect when i know i am not
people hate me and they make me insecure a lot
thinking back, making sh-t on my mac
never thought i would be able to feed myself off rap
maybe that was fate
maybe that was luck
but who give a f-ck
cause i’m not the same kid that may wish me luck
i want this sh-t
i need this sh-t
can’t leave this sh-t
i breath this sh-t
i’m doing this cause i believe in this sh-t
that’s the reason why i can’t never quit
[hook:]
these are all my adderall thoughts
these are all my adderall thoughts
[verse 2:]
remember being a freshman in …
n-body ever thought my dream would really come true
but it did, now i’m touring the country all year
you would never feel a rush
like when you hear that crowd cheer
my biggest flaws is that i know i’m flawed
and i can’t really figure out why people applaud
i guess a man in the mirror ain’t the one on the screen
i mean a person portray isn’t the one that i see
i’m tired of every girl i f-cked
telling about every girl i’ve f-cked
kinda make me think that i will never find love
don’t know if i will love someone
cause she heard this song i wrote and hated who i become
now it’s 11 and 11 and 9 [?]
feeling bad for writing those rhymes
but that’s what i get for letting my heart speak
and bleeding out all over these beats
[hook:]
these are my adderall thoughts
these are all my adderall thoughts
[verse 3:]
haven’t wrote a song in two months
my head is all f-cked up
going through depression
that can happen to anyone
too afraid to speak so i am writing it down
cause the fans are the therapists now
got an email from my dad on christmas
don’t even know how he got this sh-t to begin with
maybe that’s what happens when you get a little fame and sh-t
but how the f-ck are you gonna leave a kid
and hit him up
no harm, no foul
where were you when me and mom were in a red brick house
like you really think i need you now?
me and my sis don’t speak
i think i just remind her of him
try to talk but i really don’t know where to begin
maybe i’m just selfish
maybe i’m just scared
that i might die and n-body would really care
maybe i’m fine
maybe i’m just lost
yeah
[outro:]
these are all my adderall thoughts
these are all my adderall thoughts
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