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hxiley - fall apart lyrics

[verse 1]
i wish i wasn’t so scared
while sitting on the end of my bed
contemplating with all these thoughts inside of my head
i just think i’d be better off dead
without my family around to judge
but the knife that i bare just won’t budge
i collapse to the mattress

[pre+chorus]
my breathing starts to fall apart
losing the memories of who i was
i pretend like i am fine
but nothing is fine

[chorus]
late at night, i have to hide
from the beaming light outside
i can run, i can lie
and i can try to survive
but the darkness is buried too deep inside my mind

[verse 2]
my head feels insane
burning in h+ll, through all of this pain
a choir or crying children deep within
the caverns and cavities of my brain
oh how could you ever give me life
when i truly am a troubled child?
and then
[pre+chorus]
my breathing starts to fall apart
losing the memories of who i was
i pretend like i am fine
but nothing is fine

[chorus]
late at night, i have to hide
from the beaming light outside
i can run, i can lie
and i can try to survive
but the darkness is buried too deep inside my mind

[verse 3]
my family always seemed to be scared with me around
i wonder why, i wonder how
they knew that they shouldn’t be proud
they shout at me all night
telling me don’t be loud
but the voices inside my head scream out
i can’t shut them down, shut them now
they’re too loud but they don’t care
they just treat me like a piece of sh+t
and even the heavens would push me out
i looked to god, i cried in doubt
he saw me standing and locked me in
he laughed as he rests in bliss
well, jokes on you, i’m better than this
i won’t be the weakest person to exist
i will continue to rage the war
doing god’s work because god can’t help himself
[pre+chorus]
late at night, i have to hide
from the beaming light outside
i can run, i can lie
and i can try to survive
but the darkness is buried too deep inside my mind

[bridge]
i’m running, i’m screaming, i’m shouting
i’m crying, i’m looking, i’m finding a way out tonight
i’m running, i’m screaming, i’m shouting
i’m crying, i’m looking, i’m finding a way out before i die

[chorus]
late at night, i have to hide
from the beaming light outside
i can run, i can lie
and i can try to survive
but the darkness is buried too deep inside my mind

[outro]
there’s just no turning back
there’s just no turning back

- hxiley lyrics

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