iamellem (ellem) - lost child lyrics
intro:
yeah
lost child
verse:
sin is chasin’ me
im paying for the price of seduction
and i don’t do see no escaping see
my life is full of lies deceiving and cursin’
everytime i think about it wish i could reverse things
started back in 02 father cheated
mother left alone didn’t feel like she was needed
started lookin for a man lookin for a shelter
every man she ever met felt like he could disrespect her
so i sat back said i wouldn’t be the same
never let her feel ashamed never let her suffer pain
graved it in my brain taught myself to act the part
never thought about it never consulted my heart
started burying my pain
took that picture and erased it
i said no matter what i‘ll make it
ill mind on a struggle to survive
guess i like my life but don’t know if i’m alive
lotta things i gotta do
too many haters stressin day n night
pressin’ me to do things i don’t wanna do
tell me something what is living really worth to you ?
is it having fun or hustling till the rent is due?
living for yourself or doing everything they just expect you to
are true are you there?
be that as it may now i know whats missin’
lost child sp-ces that need fillin’
hook:
i had a lotta days i thought i wouldn’t make sh-t
lotta people waiting for me to create sh-t
feelin lost in the mud
but still i keep on fighting you gon never see me budge
never goin down as a peasant
we diggin deep lookin for that motherf-ckin treasure
i said we never goin down as some peasants
we diggin deep lookin for that motherf-ckin’ treasure better know it
verse:
dear lord hey it’s me
your favorite son
been a minute since i hit you up
say what’s up
can i speek to you in private cause i’m might just cry
wann get it off my chest say whats on my mind
lately i had a feeling i was in a conflict
all about the s-x
but somehow i‘m trynna love
all about the rapping
but somehow i’m into law
all about the bible
but sometimes i need a smoke
can’t call it depression but im feeling like a joke
every promise that i made kinda broke it
so if i come to you
will you take me or revoke me
will you fire or promote me
will you expose me
or will you put that to a vote?
are you free to let it go?
questioning my faith even struggle bout my loyalty
is it of my past or what is that insecurity
is it in my genes to cheat
deceive break a couple hearts
decease and make myself some more enemies?
i’m a lost boy
lookin for some lost toys
waiting for my missed calls
trynna find the lost joy
can you help me find myself
fill all of my voids
all i need is just a sign i ain’t got a choice
be that as it may now i know what’s missin
lost child sp-ces that need fillin
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