idirei - null lyrics
[verse 1]
living like this ain’t it
you need a big l!ck
you and yours spot a house
yeah that b+tch a big hit
yo day one so you trust
that n+gga to be with it
all these other n+ggas talk
but y’all really hit sh+t
hop in the window
look in the closet
see a safe now all you
thinking bout is profit
already cracked open
let’s see what it’s worth
it’s a stash and cash
aw these n+ggas doin dirt
yo mom got cancer
this’ll help stop the hurt
bag it up
on foot through the hood
y’all skrrt
[verse 2]
you and yours see the
hit y’all did on the news
a segment on a string
of b&es followed too
seeing your own deeds make
you think the feds pressin’
all this unwanted clout
got you lil n+ggas restless
you decide to go get a
blunt to relieve the stressin’
hit gas station to
buy a wrap to roll
yo bro is at the counter as soon
as y’all through the doe
for he’s the one that
just turned 21 years old
you feeling hungry so
you go to grab a snack
out the window you notice
pullin’ up a old beat up lac
4 n+ggas pop out
4 semi auto macs
lined you n+ggas up with
that f+ckin smack attack
yo boy in the front
you was in the back
you was by the chips
so you barely got hit
bro got the worst of it
now he in crit
at the hospital his
mama tried to hit you
yeah he got it bad
now you feeling sad
all you can do is feel
hopeless and sit back
looking at him take his
last breaths with a sh+t bag
[verse 3]
lately you ain’t spent
a lot of time with yo child
you tell her you gon take her
to the park for a while
her face lights up she asks
if mom is coming with
you ain’t got the heart to
tell her that her mom’s a b+tch
you tell her you can hit
your new fiance up
she say you and me is fine
she don’t like her too much
yo patna hit yo line bout
a play with some heat
you say you can’t you with
yo kid at the park in the east
he say bet but in his head
you just made it easy for him
he just tried to set you up
but yo ass ain’t even knowin’
you trust him since y’all go
way back to high school
he seen yo status in the hood
and he been jealous of you
been a snake, feelin’ up yo
lil sis since she was two
6 years he put that
lil girl through h+ll
she saw that y’all was always
tight so she was scared to tell
don’t get me started on
what he’s done to yo daughter
nah let’s not even bother
right? you a good father
instead let’s talk about that
new hoe you gave that rang
he been all up in her throat and
she been throwing back that thang
giving him information on you
playing you like a game
long day at the park
yo lil girl fun
fell asleep in the backseat
after the day was done
it’s been a time since you
felt this much joy and pride
before pulling off you open yo
phone just to check the time
you see something that tear
all that joy to f+cking shreds
a text from yo fiance says
she feels the love is dead
you ask why with no text
back you almost cry
you gotta stay strong
but you feel you wanna die
crack the window down
smoke and get high
open up yo phone again
to yo camera roll
you and yo babymoms
in old photos
suddenly some n+ggas
run up on you saying
run all of yo jewels
being raised in these streets
backin’ down’s against the rules
he looks away you reach
in yo lap for you tool
he puts one in yo neck
and it goes straight through
as you drift you just remembered
who was with you
before death you pray to god
that she didn’t get hit too
[verse 4]
you depressed because
you and you girl are at odds
she storms out the house
and leaves yo ass to rot
her kid just got shot and
you know that’s hard to lose
but you feel it’s wrong for her
to take that anger out on you
you call yo homie up to
see if he got booze
nah but i got other downers
i guess that’ll have to do
he swing by both of y’all
exchanging all yo problems
mutually feeling like y’all
running out of options
he tell you bout his brothers
how they all living dangerous
youngest dead younger bangin’
the oldest did something heinous
double homicide but he
does not want to explain it
if pigs find out he gon
be the one they blaming
you put on a movie to
drown out how life is hard
as y’all watch y’all start
binging h+lla bars
you pass out thinking
this what real friends are for
you wake to a corpse
sprawled cold on the floor
[verse 5]
you and yours blew all
of the last that y’all stole
you got addicted so
now you want mo’
you got the location
of a n+gga flexing gold
on top of that he is all alone
he ain’t with someone else
or another
you even find out he the one
ran down yo homie’s brother
you relay it to bro
you done got this n+gga charged
y’all head out to the spot
see him chillin in his car
he looking at his phone
yeah that boy slippin
.45 bangers both of
y’all extended clippin’
run up on him point down
tell him don’t get to trippin
you glance at yo bro
making sho it’s still a go
he shake his head lookin
at you like n+gga no
confused you look back
see his flag in his lap
that he reaching for
so you clutch yo trigger
let it blast
little did you know behind him
sleeping was his daughter
bullet went through and
hit the toddler in the noggin
[verse 6]
just got hit for yo stash
so now you down
the gang just got the
in on the way get out
this b+tch at the bank
yo n+gga bussin’ in the mouth
she said she down with the come up
and she’ll help y’all no doubt
y’all set it up for weeks
it’s time to go now
you the driver waiting outside
eyes on the door
alarm goes off then
out yo n+ggas pour
bags of dough in the car
to start a bakery and more
distant sirens lights behind you
push the pedal to the floor
bust a right round the wall
or you gon make they day
hit a kid skipping school
he was in the f+ckin in the way
[verse 7]
yo n+gga just passed
y’all just had the wake
at the service you can’t even
look his mom in the face
you look around seeing
that the church is half full
a bunch of heathens tryna
play his fam for a fool
sympathizing with his lil
bro and sis as they cry
you know they loved him and
that in they head they asking why
you thinking the exact same
because this sh+t ain’t right
it’s time for you to walk up
and stare at his body
it begins to feel like you’re
the one who really rotting
fight back the tears you
a gangsta ain’t no sobbing
funeral home and the
pastor just yawning
approaching him it’s more pain
the more you get close
stomach turning and feeling
that lump in your throat
whispers in the room of some
folks who barely knew him
saying good riddance he was
just a worthless hoodlum
you ball up yo fist you really
know how he was movin’
the only ones who feel yo
pain is in the gang there boolin’
all y’all know he had the purest heart
of those who with the movement
to these fakes here daily
news is god they chase a fox
you stand before his sh+ll
chilling lifeless in a box
you say what’s up just like when
y’all met when y’all was tots
bout to fall to yo knees to
pray to god for a response
when he says nothing
it rips apart your core
that’s when you realize
you and yours is nevermore
now you try to wrap your head
around why this all started
thinking you was the target
you should have
been dearly departed
apparently the n+ggas
who did it feel the same
you’ll be surprised at
who else just came
you look past cousins fighting
yo n+gga’s lil wh0res
to the outside world through
the large church doors
a fleet of hittas
with some sticks that
resemble swords
nah they guns lil n+gga
did you think this was done
the sh+t that’s underway
is a full scale war
they spray and pray
with automatics
everybody hits the floor
13 including yo yg
meet they ending
not only was he yo yg
but he was yo sibling
[verse 8]
you at a kickback with yo
fam in the hood
familiar faces all around
everything good
yo kids playing games
with they cousins in the yard
they friends here too
down the street a row of cars
you co+hosting it and
you glad all is well
everybody mingling
sweet laughter and yells
yo cousin pull up that
you ain’t seen in a bit
months ago he just
got out from a bid
he’s glad to be out
and he also brought his kids
you catching up with him and
ask how he’s been
he said he all good
still on the same sh+t
you don’t pick his brain
you just tell him stay safe
when the streets grab hold you
know it’s hard to get away
matter fact he was at a
funeral just yesterday
pull up chairs and
shoot small talk
ice cream van pulls up
kids run to the sidewalk
ice cream man hands out free treats
y’all let then have they fun then
tell them get up out the street
kids finally listen and now
he can pull off
you see yo cousin smile
joke about him going soft
he’s about to reb+ttal
but before he can
different guys slide by
in a different kinda van
in there hands
ain’t nothing sweet
big boy toys
military heat
they aiming at you cuz
you right by him
before y’all can react
all them n+ggas fire
yo people try to rush
everyone to safety
but it’s too late
bullets even hit the babies
cut caught 4
you got 5
one hit him
right between the eyes
yours in the chest
you bleeding out to death
your life flashes as you lay to rest
they tagged you and 20 more near
ask god why we are all here
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