ill-noize - agoraphobia lyrics
[verse 1: ill-noize]
sh-t been gettin’ personal now…
i been steady watching out the window
too afraid to leave the house…
’cause it’s the middle of the summer & the birds are flyin’ south, wild west is callin’ out!
it’s been teasin’ me for years, whisper softly in my ears, knowing i don’t know the route
or that i’ll panic & cop out before i wade my way through waves of f-cking crowds…
i don’t deal with people too well
asking for help is like a personal h-ll
headphones in, hoodie up
with my hands in my pockets
but i know to stay alert when i’m walkin’
people shady so i stay with a blade
nothing big, just enough to leave a message
wake up everyday count my blessings
but i’d rather stay inside
than get caught in intersections
while the kids up in my city livin’ reckless…
i’ma hide away…
[hook: ill-noize]
looking for gold, but all i find is sh-t…
in a city filled with crime & violence
that’s all they show on the news on tv
when i look at the screen, man i hate what i see
so i turn it off quickly, & i turn my speakers up
with a pad, & a pen, & my mac, & a blunt, uhh
just close the blinds, i’ve been livin’ like a recluse
leave me behind, to keep livin’ like a recluse…
& lately i don’t want to leave my room
i been livin’ on the edge
sort of scared what i might do
i’m finna snap like your neck if you testin’ me
i’m trying not to let this cold world get the best of me, so i…
sit inside & write for days & days
only to hate all the words, so i burn the pages
just close the blinds, i’ve been livin’ like a recluse
leave me behind, to keep livin’ like a recluse…
[verse 2: ill-noize]
6 brews in… still at the crib…
finally a day off… what a f-ckin’ life i live…
& it’s, been like 3 weeks since we last f-cked
why don’t, you come over let me bust my nut
light up a blunt
put a movie on & let you p-ss out
wake up alone hours later
guess you let yourself out
why i always gotta stress myself out?
overthink everything, or is it just a dream?
can’t separate reality from my escape
but it keeps taking more to get high…
my tolerance gets higher
but my patience gets shorter
sick of the world’s lies, segregation & borders
& the way people look at me like i’m an outcast, but i do everything i can to outlast…
[hook: ill-noize]
looking for gold, but all i find is sh-t…
in a city filled with crime & violence
that’s all they show on the news on tv
when i look at the screen, man i hate what i see
so i turn it off quickly, & i turn my speakers up
with a pad, & a pen, & my mac, & a blunt, uhh
just close the blinds, i’ve been livin’ like a recluse
leave me behind, to keep livin’ like a recluse…
& lately i don’t want to leave my room
i been livin’ on the edge
sort of scared what i might do
i’m finna snap like your neck if you testin’ me
i’m trying not to let this cold world get the best of me, so i…
sit inside & write for days & days
only to hate all the words, so i burn the pages
just close the blinds, i’ve been livin’ like a recluse
leave me behind, to keep livin’ like a recluse…
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