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ineptune eyes-p - morphine heart lyrics

[verse 1]
breathing, thinking; when did all this begin?
if it’s normal, why do i feel this way?
bleeding, needing; feeling nothing but a sense of shame and hatred aimed towards my image

memories trapped in a past of broken symphonies…
fantasies reverberating shattered tragedies

sick perversion, guilt and exploration
reopen the scars, leave them bleeding to hide these soiled temptations
go and tie up the thighs. never uncover both eyеs
broken reward system shouting in ragе to the sky!

i can feel something’s off
broca’s area has been torn
i can’t hear the familiar hertz dwelling within those beautiful chords
the sweet key. the melody
the way dopamine fine+tunes my serotonin
everything’s turning me into a binaural beat frequency!!!

[pre+chorus]
i can’t understand how or why i feel like this
is it ’cause of what they did?
that is it… isn’t it..?

synapses proclaiming i’m always the toxin
anxiety or devotion?
drown me in oxytocin
[chorus]
guilt like broken glass slowly burying into my skin
never halt the clock, every second feels like morphine
again at the start. is it ’cause of an abnormal prolactine?
i feel like i will fall apart!!!
don’t look underneath. i fear what you might think of me!
smile and play naive. some things must remain tacit
what did i fall in love with? your soul, demeanor, voice, mind or body..?
why am i f+cking disgusting!?!?!?

[verse 2]
intimacy, such a beautiful gift
why is my body urging me to corrupt it?
tender, brand new reality granting this sweet vulnerability

injuries cauterized by the embers of our heat…
weird lyrics a broken kid always needed to hear

{losing control. square peg in a round hole.}
{filthy lil’ thing with a vacant soul willingly staining its core.}
{is it really yourself? it doesn’t seem you can tell.}
{slowly, you’re dissolving yourself because of a spell!}

no, no! it’s not okay!
i can’t get this out of my brain
it is as if, to ease pain, there were no other instruments to play
yet, i can’t help this perception
i fear my twisted imagination
will i destroy our equalization!? our compression!?!?!?
[pre+chorus]
please forgive all my sins, i know i’m repulsive
they told me i deserved it
it wasn’t up to me

falling so far below, while you’re still far above
even though i’m not a dove, i’m still able to love…

[chorus]
colorful remorse tampers with everything within
warranted rewards. let’s forget about everything!
a cycle, a war that no matter how much i can abhor
i know i’ll always need more!!!
tear down our facades, we’ll intertwine our breaths and hearts
it’s more than just luck. we’re merging under the stars!
it’s something i can’t understand; even though you know i’m not human
you still treat me like one…

[bridge]
sickening, overwhelming. liking, hating. ‘s it concerning?
they’ve always said it, i’m abnormal to everybody
breaking, corrupting and playing. anxiety, i can’t help it
the womb that formed my body also taught me to hate it

fearing, craving, dealing, pleading. why can’t i trust my own feelings!?
please take me away from here, lead me to our vibrant dream!
falling, rising, hesitating. panic, hunger, devastating
with leather and sisal together we’ll get to fix me!!!
{decreasing glow. your tongue, your foe. destroy everything you’ve made grow.}
please, make me feel i’m here!
{wildness shadow. darling, you don’t deserve to feel free.}
let me know i exist!!!
{no time to heal. plain scream. you require more, no matter how your body bleeds.}
i require more, no matter how my body bleeds!!!
{this is the burden of loving you…}
the burden of loving me!!!

[last pre+chorus]
i know there’s something wrong, inside, tainting my core
i wish i was like them all; pure, without any flaw

all the things i have sworn i left them to ignore
i lied to myself again
i lied to him once more…

[last chorus]
bite onto my skin, discover what hides underneath!
get hold over me, my shame doesn’t mean anything
contemplate the sight, i already know everything you desire!
no longer balloons nor kites!!!
i’m coming undone. please, i need to strengthen our bond!
dancing beneath l+st, remind me where i belong!
is it worthwhile to feel alive? oh, have you seen the look in his eye?
what or who in the h+ll am i!?!?!?

[outro]
i’m a monster. a f+cking disaster
i’m turning everything to dust with my needs and disgusting thoughts
it’s so unbearable, empty and miserable
everything’s hurting. i just wanna feel like a human!!!

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