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infinity888 - the remorse, pt. 1 lyrics

[intro]
i miss my dad, i miss my mama
i miss my brother, i miss my older friend i used to call father
when i didn’t have one, i didn’t have one

[verse 1]
been balling, feel like a starter, i wanna start working harder
if i die, i know i’ll be a maturer, if i end up like my father
i’ll k!ll myself with a revolver, regardless
gangs, street sh+t, gotta end it, i got a target on my back
and i can’t just repay it, replay it, or even retrace it
it’s all my fault i guess, balling in my court
i feel remorse for all the people i k!lled, of course
my doctor told me i won’t make it past twеnty
i can lie to myself and say i have plеnty of time
plenty of rhymes, that’s not fine, i wanna survive
gotta go to rehab, stick up to my word, de+materialize
demilitarize, to all the people ive wronged over the years, i apologize

[verse 2]
i love you guys, don’t make me regret this
don’t want relentless messages, premises with recklessness
endless sentences, 888 should be in genesis
i ain’t f+cking with the enemies, i got trigger tendency’s
different melody’s, if i f+cked your girl, i ain’t got no apology’s
i try so hard to find closure, but i ain’t gettin’ no closer
just want it all to be over, but this ain’t no passin’ feelin’
eleven a.m., i’m hungover, all i do is think about you
i need a shoulder to cry on, but i can’t show y’all my feelings
[interlude]
i need a+ huh, i can’t show them my feelings

[verse 3]
but in the end none of this help, i got a lot of troubles
just lost my dad, got me thinking bout how i’m blessed, try to remove the stress with all the drugs i been taking
told i’m gonna die if i don’t slow down, that’s why i represent that
all of these cold k!llers removing guns outta they backpack
my cousin lives in new york, his school been getting threats
if i could go over there and k!ll them i would, but life’s a test
wish i could say hi to my mama before she died, i was only 12
and in that same year lost my brother, my dad left when i was 10
9 years later auto dies at 19, what do i do, i’m still a teen
if i’ve told you i’m 20, now i gotta go clean
i’m 18 and people telling me i’ma die, i hope god intervenes
this sh+t too much, i’m splitting all at the seams
this ain’t all that it seems, i got no family left, ion know what life means
so i gotta hustle in the streets, since a teen
marking people and k!lling them, now they’ll never see 15
robbed some homes in my life too, just to get money, missed my 16
don’t say you understand or know what i think
i think they don’t understand a word that i mean
not many people have come to check up on me
scars on my body, i need somebody, i can’t think
if i die soon, i’ll just +sips lean+ drink

- infinity888 lyrics

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